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End of freedom

2007-10-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

The letter has finalli arrive, 6/12/07 is the day the day tht mark the end of my freedom for the nx 2yrs... i tot the country had forgotten mi, but recieve a call frm my jie tellin mi my enlistment letter is here... omg, i was in the blur state wen i heard tht la... haha.. anyway i also duno wat am i feeling... part of mi is hapi, part of mi is sad...
Hapi - becos i cn finalli slim dwn due to harsh bmt trg + i'm dec batch, gt a no. of holidays, which means i cn bk out a lot of time + i gng in, in thurs so thurs to sun consider 1 wk which means stay in camp i oni nid to stay for 10 days instead of 14 days(if i'm nt wrong) den i cn bk out every sat n sun ald....
Sad - becos my freedom is gone, gona get screw upside dwn everyday, every wkend has to travel to pasir ris to take boat, gd bye to my nokia n95, psp, nds lite, comp, internet.
Anyway its a part of life which every man has to go thru, jus hope i cn tahan the trg, cn tahan the life den i cn slim dwn n also PoP in peace.... I'm gng to be transform frm a boy to a man ald... haha... counting dwn the days of freedom - 59days left...... gd luk to mi....
BE A MAN! DO THE RIGHT THING!......

Updates......

2007-07-27T18:24:00.000+08:00

It been a long time since i last update my blog, i also duno wen i last update ald, partly is i cnt get into blogger due to the lousy comp i hav nw, 2ndly is i havin no life de life, 3rdly shd be i lazy ba.. hee... time to hav some updates....

1) firstly.... after gettin back frm redang trip i start to work as a HCA, work routine for it is to clean butt, change pampers, check temp/pulse rate/bld pressure & respirtory rate, n doing charging.... total diff job scope frm my diploma but kinda of enjoy doing it as its less stressful n less responsible, anything tht the visitors ask cn jus defer it to my SN. pay also quite gd - 1050 per mth....

2) secondly.... i change frm my HCA to Sn due to some stress frm my above, was tinkin of workin as HCA till i go army but nt possible, so bo bian lo jus change... terms n condition for changin to SN is tht i cn work in my current ward, my preceptor will be the same.. terms n condition for nt changing is tht i will get transfer out... so didnt want to change discipline so i change to SN lo.....

3) thirdly.... the Gangster finally grad ald... 04/07/2007 marks the day of my poly life, finally i am expired( said by my judokas to mi) haha... grad day was fun... gng up to stage is nervous... takin the cert feels gd... takin tons of pic was sooo fun.. haha...

Redang

2007-05-19T19:38:00.000+08:00

14/06/07 - 18/06/07 : Redang Trip wif Ting, Ling, Suihui, Helen & Ah Miao.......

Wen to meet Ling, Ting & Ah miao at cwp interchange to take bus to mlysia arrive at mlysia at abt 5pm den we went to city square to do some shoppin n to eat.. Kenny Rogers for the food den helen n botak(helen's bf) came, they went to eat while we went for shoppin trip. I brought myself a shoes, brought suihui's bdae present n was surpose to buy a present for ws too but cnt find.... after tht suihui came n botak drove us to the bus terminal...Long bus trip(10hrs) of sittin in the bus... reach the boat terminal at abt 9 den took the bus to redang island.....

Day 1 - check in to the hotel, lunch, snorkling session, tea time, vball & mo mo tea shop, dinner, huntin of the legendary blue sand & slp slp....

Day 2 - brkfast, snorkling, lunch, snorkling, tea time, chase baby shark, dinner, shoppin at the island's shop & slp slp

Day 3 - Brkfast, checkout, boat trip, bus trip & home swt home

I miz Redang!!!!!!!! the place is soooo beautiful, frm day till nite.. Daytime u get to see the sea rise, the clear n blue sea.. Nitetime u get to see blue sand, man tian xing... pple thr r sooo frenly like king n xiao hei, especially xiao hei... food thr is gd especially the soup... oni bad part is the hotel no tv no fridge.... hope i get to go back thr agn for another holi....

thx suihui w.o u den thr wont be a such a nice n enjoyable trip...

thx ting to be my room mate n lendin mi ur cam n cash...

thx miao to be my room mate n ur chi bible to keep us safe...

thx ling for lendin mi cash also

thx helen for everyting

thx u gals soo much for tis wonderful trip to redang.. i hope we still get a chance to go 2gether wif more of our clazmate to go nx time...

sori to miao n ting for the slp tokin session, sori to sui hui for any inconvience things i cause be4 or during the trip...

Pics
The Scenary -
Under the Sea -

Legendary Blue Sand( Click the pic to view) -

Xia Ri Mo Mo Tea Inn -

Pics of Mi n the Gals -

P.R.C.P

2007-05-19T18:41:00.000+08:00

soooo long nv update le.. hehe.... time to hav some updates on wat happen recently.....

frm 26/03/07 - 04/05/07 is my Pre-Registration Consolidation Placement, which is my last attachment in nursing which determine whether i will be call Staff Nurse Ang or Student Nurse Ang....
1st wk - was pretty slack for mi due to seminars for the first 4days, had a lot of talks given to mi n informations... most of the time i am slpin cos its way too boring, i'm nt the oni one hu fell aslp k?
2nd wk - i start to take case, serve medication, follow dr's rounds... pretty interestin... stress at times due to nid to memorise tis n tht....
3rd - 6th wk is the usual stuff, takin of case, servin medication, dr's rounds blah blah blah.... oni diff is at the 4th wk i went for my nite shift... fun workin in nite shift n i cn say fun becos i'm lucky to hav peaceful nites hee....
Anyway i'm a lucky guy to hav work in ward 55 n also get my preceptor Sn Hazlin... she a gd teacher, gd mommy, gd preceptor, everyting abt is gd la.. feel so bless to get her n feel so lost w.o her at times... would like to thx every single staff in ward 55 n thx for everyting.....

So every1 pls call mi STAFF NURSE Ang frm nw on... or for nw Hca Ang cos i will be workin at nuh as hca for 2mths..... hehe..

Pics time:

sick

2007-04-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

i'm still sick... dwn wif high fever 38degree, severe sore throat, runnin nose, severe coughin & body inside hot outside cold.... took a cab home after work yest cos i tink i collaspin soon... after tht i went to bed to rest but didnt get better.. so wen my auntie come back she drove mi to see doc.. dats wen i knw i havin high fever blah blah blah... reach hme took porridge n den took medi n went to bed agn.. nw feelin better.. hopefully tml i will feel even better so i cn go work n no nid to use my MC...

Diagnosis : acute tonsilitis

quite angry to knw tht the club t-shirt mite hav to increase the price due to the design, tht time wen i went the ans was no prob n the price is 16bucks... nw the same design yet they say mite nid to increase money... wtf, cheatin money isit... ase lo, its oni 1 color which is white for the design n the shirt is black in color lo, cheater... if its gona increase maybe shd chge another store n see hw the price like... happily hopin tht i could get the t-shirt in 1 wks time.. nw tis kind of ting happen.. siannnn.. gng to slp ald.. to prepare myself to work tml...

sick

2007-04-20T10:37:00.000+08:00

mi sick le... guess its becos of the nite shift n didnt go hme to slp after the 2nd nite of my nite shift... went to sch instead to watch the performance n help a bit in 2007 club crawl.... i'm dwn wif common cold, slight fever, severe sore throat, severe coughin(lungs almost cough out) n body feelin cold wen my body is hot.... doc ask mi whether i nid mc a nt, i say no nid, although a bit regret but i dun wish to work on sat on my last day of prcp or to work tis sun.... i hope i cn survive till sun den i shall rest at hme whole day n be a pig jus slp slp slp slp slp slp.... i wonder tml cn i go to queensway to do the club t-shirt a nt... hope i feel better by then.... shall stop here nid to go prepare to work le... hai~~ of all the 6 wk y choose a wk tht i oni gt 1 day off to get sick.. tc le my frens dun be like mi fall sick ah..... n jiayou le...........

chalet

2007-04-02T22:17:00.000+08:00

sooo long nv update ald... haha..

back frm a 3 days chalet... went str frm nuh after my shift to pasir ris for my judo chalet, was so excited n lookin forward to it lo... its been a long long time since i hav chalet wif judoka... still rem the 1 n oni chalet nyp judo had was wen i was yr 1.. n nw i am yr 3 ald gng to grad liao... anyway chalet was fun la.. althou gt some bad part abt it like too much psp n ps2 games, a thunder whu is damn noisy n most impt nt much interaction btw the seniors n the juniors...

was quite pissed on the first day due to the tiredness frm the shift, the heavy bag which i brought n lastly i waited for 15 mins den i was told tht the bus to downtown east is ald no more in service for tht day, so i had to walk all the way to the chalet lo.. sian!!!.... overall for first day was playin of psp n slpin for a 2 - 3 hrs...

2nd day was slpin until late afternn and swimmin after tht... try some stuns, was been thrown n throwin pple in the water, we call it judo wrestling at the pool side.. n we tried to do water situp.. it was damn fun n shiok la the feelin.... haha den after tht was collection of bbq food n den start of bbq... i was bbq frm 5 till 10 non stop lo... overall the food is great. after tht was a walkin session to catch monkey... frm my pt of view it was damn boring n waste of time.. i rather spend the time in chalet doing bondin... mi n ws n huishan went back to the chalet while other continue to walk to other places.... i fell alsp shortly after i went back to chalet.. guess i'm way tooo tired ald...

last day of chalet was swimmin wif judokas agn... tis time rd oni a few pple went due to some reason which i dun wana say la... den after swimmin spend some time playin uno attack but i was way too hungry so i suggested to go eat katong laksa lo.. after tht went to bk place at sakura international buffet for our dinner... den went to play arcade.. i still won agnst kenneth for the bball game.. haha... after dinner was back to chalet for some pic session den home swt home.. was pretty sad to leave the chalet... first time went hme w.o bkin out of the chalet n first time went hme at nite frm chalet....

overall... the chalet was great, hope i am able to go another chalet b4 my army life starts...

wtf

2007-03-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

wat the fuk la..... everytime also liddat 1 leh... knn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haven buy car tht time say wat tis is our car la... buy car also say tis is our car la..... den always say no wories gt mi inside the car ma anything i cn drive awy so wont block ppl's ways la etc etc den weneva i wana use the car to go out also say canot!!!!! damn lot of bldy excuses.... always blame mi sayin tht i nv wash the car wana drive car dun wana wash the car, say i wana drive cos i wana show off tht i gt car la... wat petrol no nid money ah... drive for wat la.. alll craps.... nid mi den let mi drive dun nid mi dun let mi use wtf la... its jus a simple gatherin n it my bld last day of sch jus wana drive so convnient for every1 n also so tht whole claz cn go out 2gether nw u gona spoil every single ting wtf la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun drive den dun drive la like i care.... wat a joke its our car!!!!! knn stop askin mi to wash the bldy car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop askin mi to drive wen u nid some1 n u r buz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i swear to god i will buy my own car no nid to use ur car la... damnit!!!!!!!!!!

boring cny

2007-02-20T14:45:00.000+08:00

Its cny n i'm at hme doing nth... no more hse visitin, frens r either buz wif their own hse visitin or inside camp serving their army life... wat is tis man???? wat a cny i am gng thru... all i could do is watch tv, play computer, slp n eat... haiyo!!!!!!!!!! omg!!!!!!!!!!!! hai... cn some1 go out wif mi or sth? hai... i miz ...

cny

2007-02-18T12:04:00.000+08:00

It another yr ald... cny liao!!!! piggy yr for tis time... ang bao collection time.. hehe...

yest had my reunion dinner, was pathetic la somehw i feel as it wasnt really a reunion for my family, my 1st aunt family nv come(which consist of more then 10 pple to be exact is 13pple), my 4th aunt family(which consist of 4 pple) also nv come... 5th aunt went out after a while... i thot it was surpose to be a reunion dinner n every1 in this big family shd at least come back n show the face no matter hw buz they are?? isnt it the traditional way?? hope nx yr will be better..

tis cny will be the last cny which i could cele till i siao cos nx yr de cny i will be in camp by the 2nd nite of cny... hope i cn enjoy my last cny well.... sth is missin, sth! anyway i wish all my frens frm sec sch, poly mates n judokas n to other pple in the world! A HaPi CnY! may the ang bao be tons for every1!! N gd health.........

20.01.07

2007-01-20T14:54:00.000+08:00

sth is botherin mi agn.... shd i clear it? or shd i jus leave it as it is????

went for trainin yest... quite boring la cos wat i did was jus wear gi n sit dwn thr n see wat they gng to do for performance... yellow belt practisin brkfalls n green and above practisin kata randori... i wasnt ask to do any throws so i seat dwn slack... as i thot i cn take excuse letter n stay at hme to slack, i was called to do yoko guruma n makikomi wif kenneth... i did the yoko guruma, the shitty tings came after tht.. i was CRUSH by Jesus Kenneth lim Christ xuan! was being thrown 3 times... first was soto makikomi, all i knw was i flew n dwn came the 133kg kenneth pressin on my shoulder n accompany wif 3 crack sound on my right shoulder... second was uchi makikomi, agn i flew n my left shoulder landed first follow by my head, head hurts n shoulder hurts... wif both shoulders n head wif pain i did 1 more throw, third throw was harai makikomi.. of cos i flew too but tis time i land str at my left shoulder, all i could feel is tht my shoulder almost gt dislocated but it isnt... the feelin of the shoulder joint comin out but it didnt, lucky mi.... peh wasnt as lucky as mi.. he tried 2 harai makikomi n he couldnt move his left hand tdy... he went to the sensei n was told to rest the shoulder for 1mth.. nw i am really considerin whether i shd do wif kenneth..

Warning, pls dun try tis at hme.. the followin act mention above hav been trained by professional....

16.01.07

2007-01-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

i guess phyiscally n mentally both okie ald... finalli convince myself tht its better tis way.. i ask myself wat cn i do?? upon seein all those stuff... i guess the ans is i cnt do a shit.. gona start to pick myself up for the shitty stuff n carry on wif life..... sori for any disturd image shown to all my frens......

nw nid to do research for my scio proj liao.. dun hav any idea on wat to do, wat to find.. i guess i will die tml.. hai.. y?? i always hav prob wif scio... hope i cn find the tings i nid den i cn go to slp.. tml 8am lesson... tired.. veri tired...

12.01.07

2007-01-13T01:15:00.000+08:00

mentally still in a mess, nth has chge jus tht i tok more nw dats all.....

woke up early in the mornin abt 6am to go for my medical checkup... checkup was quite a quick 1 but then the psycho qns is the killer, i took 3hrs to finish my medical checkup... tinkin tht no1 will be early for trainin tdy so i decide to go hme first... went to cmpb kana rain, went hme kana rain n took the wrong route of lrt hme, went for trainin kana rain agn den went hme frm trainin kana rain agn.. hopefully i dun catch any flu viruses....... trainin pretty slack, wat i did was 200 uchikomi dats all... mac dinner n hme swt hme

i feel tht sth isnt gng right but wat cn i say? wat cn i do?

i guess its better tis way.......................................

11.01.07

2007-01-11T20:40:00.000+08:00

phyiscally back to nt okie agn sth wrong wif stomach agn.. mentally nv chge still in the same mess...

woke up 1 hr earlier tdy... cn wake up at 9am but woke up at 8am cos i rem wrongly the time for mi to go sch.. lesson starts at 11 but i thot starts at 10... 3hrs of lesson for tdy, nth special happen oni tht my lecturer for 1 of my module for my tut isnt bad lookin.. other den tht nth much... lesson end at 2pm went str hme as no1 to go out wif... tml nid to go cmpb for the medical checkup which is 4hrs++++++ siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn but bo biannnn cfm tio pess bp but nm la.. go in den say lo... i duno hw to go thr... hope i manage to get thr in 1 piece tml.... nid to wake up early early tml.. hai~

i guess its better tis way..........................

wat will u do if???

2007-01-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

phyiscally shd be recover ald.. mentally still the same.. maybe i do joke n laugh n tok like normal tdy but i guess inside mi is still in mess....

tdy went for trainin little pple was ard, maybe nt used to nt seein lots of green belts... tdy oni gt 3 green belt ard... sensei francis came... trainin was shit but yet fun... tink i twist my injure ankle 3times tdy but still manage to survive... i wonder wen den will it recover... mac dinner after trainin... topic was cars/licence...

my topic of the day is: wat will u do if....

1) my fren like tis gal, the gal also like him... he was waitin for the right time to say which was on april fool day as he thot if the gal reject he cn jus say jus jokin... but b4 the day actually came the gal somehw gt tired of waitin n went steady wif another guy.... so wat will u do if.....?

2) my fren like tis gal but then wasnt sure whether the gal likes him a nt... but b4 he could actually say he like her, the gal went steady wif another guy.... so wat will u do if.....?

1) wat will u do if u r given a choice: to hav or nt to hav?
2) wat will u do if luv came but in a wrong time?
3) wat will u do if given a choice: to tell or nt to tell?

i guess it better tis way...................

wat?

2007-01-09T19:06:00.000+08:00

its another day... mentally n physically still in mess...

sch is bad... long hrs in sch, long hrs of brks... had 1 lect at 10am n 3 hrs or brk den 2 hr of lect n 1 hr of tut end up gng hme at 5 n reachin hme at 6.. a long long day in sch.. proj is like shit, rushin here n thr.. management sux, still teach us hw to do plannin yet their plannin simply sux...

wat am i hoping for?
wat am i waitin for?
wat am i tinkin of?
wat am i doing wor?
wat am i wishin for?
so wat am i ..........................

i guess its better tis way...........

another day

2007-01-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

Another day of silence, still the same both mentally n physically is still in a mess.... i lost a battle w/o even fightin it....

went out wif ws n xy tdy... they went to shop for new yr clothes... ws brought a shoes n a bottom, xy brought a top... as for mi due to nv bring money n lazy to take out my jacket n shirt therefore didnt buy anyting....

the resturant tht we went to food wasnt tht bad... but the mushrm soup taste like shit.. aint creamy n dun taste gd... perharps is the mushrm they use dat spoil the soup but my bake rice is nice.. did try ws food duno wat is it call, nt bad la.. n xy's chicken steak, nt bad either.... its at the bugis street 2nd floor.....

i guess its better tis way......

luv

2007-01-07T13:28:00.000+08:00

Random entry- 3 types of luv:

1)The guy like the gal but the gal dun like the guy, vice verse
2)The guy like the gal but the gal duno the guy like her, vice verse
3)Both the guy n the gal like each other
which type r u in nw???
L.O.V.E? it has always been so complicated... if its simple den it wont be call luv.... So being single or jus being frens perharps is better??true/false...
The reason behind a steadless person/bad rls is becos u haven meet the right person... wat do u tink??? true/false...

i guess its better tis way.....................

hai

2007-01-06T11:11:00.000+08:00

2 days of slpless nite... rowin here n thr tryin to slp... slp n wake up, slp n wake up agn n agn... somemore hav to wake up early tis 2 days.. yest nid to bring didi go see doc, tdy nid to wash car so tht afternn cn go out... i wonder shd i go out or shd i nt, go out wif them show face they also sian... but i jus cnt help it, nth seems to be of interest... dun feel like tokin, dun feel like doing anyting.. i'm sori judokas...

i thot it was surpose to be simple n surpose to go off soon, had been tellin myself tht its better tis way but i guess it isnt convincing enuff for it to go off...

hw?? why?? is always gng ard my head askin mi... hai...

same sentence... 1) i nv emo, i jus dun feel like tokin, 2) i guess its better tis way.......

i guess

2007-01-04T15:50:00.000+08:00

i guess.... it will be better tis way...

updates

2007-01-04T15:23:00.000+08:00

long time nv update my blog ald... some updates on my 2 wks of holi...

4/01/07 sth happen.. to mi its nth.. to those hu nv see b4 mite tink it serious.. to other mite tink it gross... anyway i woke up wif blood all over my hand n some on the pillow... nose bleed agn... hai.. hope i didnt lose too much bld....

1/01/07 start at hme n slp n eat n slp agn dats all....

31/12/06 the end of yr 2006... spend it wif judokas... went dwn to esplande to watch fire works... b4 tht was drivin to pick kenneth, wanshi, xinyi n scott up... it was pple mountain pple sea wen we gt to city hall mrt.. so sqeeze here squeeze thr den finalli sqeeuze into esplande den gt to a place n watch the fireworks lo... after tht was squeeze here squeeze thr agn to get back to my hse to eat... steamboat session at mum's hse at 3am in the mornin haha... crazy pple do crazy tings ya???? spend abt 3 hrs to eat n after tht was uno session... brought a uno attack n started playin it till 11am... favorite sentence of the day (say! say u buay kan, zhe ge bu hao wang de)...

30/12/06 cnt rem too but its either a dinner session or movie session wif judokas too

29/12/06 cnt rem wat happen but its either a dinner session or a movie session wif the judokas...

28/12/06 went to sch agn to finish up the notice board it was a pretty simple ting la.. jus put all the tings 2gether up onto the board n dats it... after finish doing it... slack at clubrm to wait for ws to end work to go for a dinner session at cwp... after tht was hme swt hme...

27/12/06 went to sch to do the notice board for judo its ald overdue until dun wana overdue ald.. so bo bian die die also mus finish... so went to sch wif xy to meet the others n started to do it... trouble here n thr but still manage to almost finish doing it... stayed in sch till 10+ den went hme after tht...

26/12/06 offical day of my bdae... another yr had past n i am offically nt a kid, teen anymore... nw adult liao.. i guess nth had chge ba.. i am still mi.. jus 1 yr older dats all... anyway.. it was cele by gng to new york new york for a dinner session..... food was gd, place was nice and waitress is beautiful... haha.. anyway thx u xy, ws, subi n peh who acc mi pass my 21st bdae n nt mi alone passin it.. ty guys n gals....

25/12/06 subi treated the judokas to sakura international buffet for celebration of his bdae... had a lot of fun eatin n torturin each other by eatin food + special sauces... eewwww if u were thr i dun tink u will be able to eat it... anyway it was fun la.... as usual crazy pple do crazy stuff... after the dinner, we went to watch movie... ( night at the museum) dumb dumb i wan gum gum, silenceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my dumb dumb wans to tok.... hahahah the movie is sooooo funi... enjoy watchin it.. after tht was hme swt hme...

23/12/06 was subi bdae n my bdae celebration, a buffet was ordered and frens n relatives was invited to come... hse was crowded, food was nice, present was nice too.. haha.. ty for my nyp frens, judokas n relatives hu had came... after the eatin session, judokas went to my hse, me, scott, aydeng n kenneth was playin mj n the rest watchin vcds.... i won abt 15bucks but sadly to say we didnt play money... we also cele subi bdae by buyin him a cake n singin bdae song to him... the rest gt sick of the vcds so they went out to eat n walk ard.... after tht all went hme n slp le.....

1st wk of holi :
20 - 22/12/06 went for judo camp, was the first n perharps the last camp of my sch life ald... anyway the camp was fun... i get to knw more abt my juniors more bondin wif them n more fun wif them... 1 ting which was disappointment is tht i cldnt train after the first day of the camp.. i was injure.. didnt knw hw i fall but i jus hurt my ankle n dats it no more trainin... 2nd day i force myself to train n i bandage up my leg n at the end of trainin my leg gt more swollen n gt bruises so really decided nt to train anymore... 3rd day was the more enjoyable day eva ba.. had fun at the pool side... had fun at the dojo... had fun be4 we went hme... overall it was a gd camp.. hope i cn go 1 more camp be4 i grad....

end of updates

updates

2006-12-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

nth to do was lookin at www.blogskin.com so was lookin at tis blog skin.. den the urge to change my blog skin suddenly comes into my mind so decided to chge to tis blog skin....

Its been veri long since i update le hor? been buz wif attachment n trainin lo, n also lazy to update too hehe... some updates for the past few days tht i nv blog...

mon seems to be a routine for mi n some judokas to eat dinner 2gether, so y am i here nw to update my blog it is bcos subi go for his napfa, scott went drivin lesson, jeremy went datin, ws went collect pay, xy went to visit fren at hosp n ky havin nite claz...

recently went for jason papa's daughter 1 mth dinner, baby is sooo cute n so lazy cos they oni knw hw to eat n slp.. most impt is baby is soooo carefree n woriless(no nid to wori abt anything jus eat n slp) i wish i cn be like a baby woriless but i cnt.. so sad...

went for my A&E n OT attachment... i finally get to knw hw A&E is like n i kinda of like the environment n the freedom of no nid to take case... but i tink i am nt cut out to be thr, i fail in critical tinkin n actin fast n been effective ba... den for OT also like the environment, luvre to scrub up n lurve those nice n gross surgery haha.... nw struck at a ward for 2 wks hate it lo.. hav to take case n etc.. hopefully i cn survive n pass so cn hapily cele my birddae...

cnt really rem wat else happen but its jus some outin n movies i tink... dats all for updates nw...

chest pain...

2006-11-15T12:16:00.000+08:00

hm.. its gd to be able to open ur eyes in the mornin... wen u r wori tht u aint able to, nw i knw hw it feels..... nt serious ba i tink its jus tht yest my chest pain n tightness last for damn long lo... frm afternn to even be4 i slp still hav... it had nv been so long be4 so i thot sth mite happen to mi in the mornin... wasnt really dare to fall aslp but due to tiredness i fell aslp after a while... be4 i slp i was tinkin... abt stuff la... hw, hu, wat,why all those stuff la... anyway i'm glad tht i nv do tht ting i wanted to.. n i'm hapi tht i still cn open my eyes n type tis entry... pain pain go away.. nv come back agn.. hehe... dats all folks... jaa ne....

updates....

2006-11-05T21:07:00.000+08:00

30th of oct tdy is a veri veri special day... i mus congrates jason papa n kehua da jie cos baby gal arrive into tis world at 1245pm n weigh 3.45kg woohoo... cnt wait to see the baby n carry the baby wor.. haha.. congrats congrats... jason papa r u considerin another baby boy?? hahahaha....

1st of nov was my gradin day.. blue belt... it was damn hard wen i first started to do the kata for the throws... total of 10throw+3combination+4chokes+1leg lock+6ways to escape frm holds... tis gradin really kills mi... too much to learn n too diffcult to do but in the end phew.. i manage to pass my gradin n got promoted to blue... i wont say i did a gd job cos i tink i jus pass oni but work hard for improvement ba.... Anyway i did a ting tht disgrace the art, i didnt regret but i wont do it agn... as a player as a senior i am so shameful of myself i wont repeat the mistake agn... hm... anyway congrates to my batch kenneth in gettin blue, congrates to my juniors ws, xy, jane, subi, jeremy, scott and phelan in gettin their green belts and lastly congrates to my juniors' junior in gettin their yellow but better buck up cos it isnt veri well done...

2nd of nov makes the end of yr 3 sems 1... exams finish ald but i tink i am goner.... 1st paper i oni start to study on the day be4 the exam n its 3 bks.. although i manage to study but i didnt really put in effort to do ba.. fell aslp halfway while doing the paper n also left early to go for trainin... 2nd paper even worse cos i lost my bk wen i was abt to study i realise tht the bks aint thr.. so i went over to helen hse to study but then she also nid to study ma.. so end up studyin wif ah wan till abt 4am den i went hme to slp ald... paper was at 10am so didnt hav the time to study agn... 3rd n last paper was the worst of all... 600++ pages to study in 8hrs n i read till 30++pages n fall aslp n went for the exam... although i wrote shit but i guess it aint enuff for dorothy lo.. but wat to do wat past has past.. prayin hard tht i pass all n no sub paper so i cn enjoy my holi n postin peacefully... pls bless mi my great great ah ma n ah gong...

lastly... PPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm free tis 2 wks frm 6th of nov to 19 of nov i'm habin holi so plsssssssssssssssssssssssss ask mi out.. dun let mi stay alone at hme leh.. soooo boring... but pls be reminded tht every wed n fri i nid to go my trainin... hehe... end of update....

hai~~

2006-10-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

tings aint gng well for mi... tis few days keep kana scoldin n naggin becos i went out... i dun really spend money wen i go out lo.. imagine i hav oni like 20bucks wif mi n i go out str for 3 days.... if i were to spend money it 20 sure nt enuff lo... i didnt even say i wan money agn lo even if i wan more but i knw its nt gd to ask for more wen i ald hav quite a sum of money to spend for 1 wk.. its jus gng out wif my frens oni ma... i jus dun understand... sayin mi turn bad? if i were to turn bad i ald smoke la, fite la, stay awy frm hme n ald did wen i was 14 - 18 lo.. which is the most rebel period of a guy... i didnt ma... i jus dun understand y they cnt understand... i knw they care dats y they nag but... hai.. cn u be more understandin a bit... is it becos i'm single den they started to nag? cos they seems nt to nag at mi for a long long time ald lo... hai... i jus nid some freedom!!!!!

random thots recently... i wonder.. is it right or is it wrong... but i guess its no pt tinkin abt it... let time take awy everything ba... let my brain be wash.... sayin forget n forget is 2 diff ting...

test is on fri... i haven study.. coded frm ms lee "god help u lo".... i guess i really nid god's help in both my academic n my gradin for my blue belt...

my hse

2006-10-14T01:42:00.000+08:00

..Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You see the world as it is, not as you believe it should be. You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. It also safe to say that others don't see you as a flirt. You don't think much about yourself.

http://drawahouse.com/houses/show.asp?houseID=419913&houseHash=15e6f4d92d852218e49ff77bd1023580

stress? upset? vex?

2006-10-12T22:52:00.000+08:00

wat is the real reason behind the grindin of my teeth wen i slp? i knw the cause of grindin teeth is due to stress but wat is the stress tht is makin mi do so?? i really wonder!!... i dun stress myself wif projs, anyway gt no more projs.. i dun stress myself wif exams cos i usually dun score well n jus oni pass n i'm contented... rls? i dun hv a gf nw... dun really hav a prob wif tht ba... money??? although dun realli hav enuff to spend but still enuff for mi to survive ba... so wat is the cause of grindin my teeth??????

counsel? see professional? wat cn i do?

is it becos of tht????? is tht the cause of everything? den am i right to blame on tht? shd i jus keep my mouth shut n let it be? or shd i jus say it out?? wat shd i do? wat lies ahead is a cliff, wat lies behind are hungry lions... shd i move forward or shd i move backward?? cn any1 tell mi??? hw i wish i cn say i cn tell? but cn i realli do so? is confrontin the right choice? or keepin mouth shut den is the right 1? say out le gd ma? is it gd? is it bad? i wonder... but vice verse leh??

suddenly feel lonely... suddenly dun feel like doing anything... suddenly dun wish to smile... suddenly feel tht gt no1 to tok to.. no1 cn save mi oni i cn save myself....

hai~.... wat the fuk!!!!!!!!!!! turnin Apathy & Avolitional liao~~~~

1 of my fren wrote tis... sori nv ask n i copy n paste...

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it oepns up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one person, no different from any other person, wanders into your life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

yz says - i dun hate luv cos luv is wonderful n special in some ways... wat i tink is i guess i dun hav the right to ask for luv...

To her

2006-10-04T08:18:00.000+08:00

dedicated to her....

1yr 1 mth long or short i duno but i cnt thx u enuff after u step into my life... u hav been a veri gd gf to mi.. despite all those unpleasant stuff tht happen but still you r a gd gf... thx you for fulfillin so much of my wishes, thx you for alway thr for mi wen i'm sick, thx you for spendin time, money n everything on mi.. i cnt thx u enuff... tis mite be the end but it a start of a new chapter for both of us.. i hope the bez for u.....

i knw u work n work n alway get bully, try to get back to those ppl or nt wen u r in the society u get bully even more... alway work long hrs de, always tio bully sometimes u cn tr to say no or reject de....

i knw u always prone to injuries... try to be careful, try nt to get injure during work or during judo or even during daily life lo....

i knw u luv to spend money on eatin but then eat is okie la but u nid to save money for other purposes rite? dun spend all the money on food lo.... try to save lo... so nx time u nid money u still hav some to use for shoppin or wat so eva la...

i knw u scare to see doc but then hav to ma, wen u get veri sick lo.. or even b4 u get too sick, sometimes sth minor cn be sth complicated if drag too long... rem to see doc n u ald knw hw to swallow pills/tablet ald ma so its okie la...

i knw ur finger haven okie do rem to apply the cream n tc of it lo....

i knw nw u r havin tep n also work during the wkend.. u will be veri buz but tr to tc of urself dun becos of tht get sick lo...

i guess i wish u all the bez for ur tep, ur poly life, ur judo gradin... as ur kor/fren i hope to see u fly high get gd result n as ur senior i hope tht u will get ur green belt n do well in the competition... i hope tht u will find a better guy better den mi whu will treat u gd, dun giv up a forest becos of a tree cos its soo silly... anyway all the bez to u... if thr is anything u cn alway msg mi or call mi de... will always be thr for u.... lastly thx u n sori...

shd i or shd i not?

2006-10-03T00:58:00.000+08:00

i wonder.. i do really wonder.... shd i or shd i not... either way it isnt right.. hw leh? i guess ask god also no use... i wonder.. hai... its soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hai... wat cn i say??

?????

2006-09-21T19:13:00.000+08:00

wat is wrong wif u?? y hav u become a failure in luv? or perharps u had always been 1...

wat is the cause of everything? wat kind of a man r u? y am u hurtin every1 ard u?? y hurt some1 hu luv u so much?? y?? is it becos u r selfish?? is it becos u dun care? wat hav u gt to deserve such luv frm some1 hu luv u soo much?? y cnt u be contented? y cnt u jus cherish wat u hav? y? y mus u make tings diffcult for every1? y dun u tink of the consequences? y? y u jus wana make tings complicated?

Y!!!! ayz Y!!!! i hate myself! y mus i be an asehole? y cnt i be gd? thr is sooo many y in my head n i cnt solve.... suicide is nt the solution... wat else cn be done? u r simply a jerk!! i hate myself!!!!!! i realli do!!!!!

stop blamin urself... cos its me nt u.....

i wonder!!!!

2006-09-19T23:32:00.000+08:00

Am i wrong?? am i realli wat my fren said as i am?? am i a bad bf? am i nt gd enuff? am i a bastard? am i irresponsible?? am i simply jus a jerk?? am i? am i? am i?

i thot i try my bez to be a gd bf, i thot i had tried all i cn to make tings work, i thot tht tings shd be the way i tink it is, i thot! i thot i thot!

i'm lost.... L.O.S.T!!!, i guess i'm realli lost, i had nv n eva be such a failure as wat i am nw in luv... y? wat is wrong... cn any1 tell mi? wat the f am i doing! tinkin! hai~

LUV is COMPLICATED i guess.........

our 13th mth 2gether

2006-09-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

yest was our 1 yr n 1 mth anni, intial plan was duno go whr n eatin new york new york, met dar dar at yck mrt den headed to the places, on the way at the mrt i mention suki sushi i guess dar hav the crave for it so instead of new york new york we went to suki sushi instead.... reached cine n den be4 gng for the buffet went to buy tix for a movie... after the buffet was the movie: haunted hse, heard comments frm frens tht it was gd movie but for my pt of view it wasnt tht gd as expected but okie la better den watchin the host.. a lame show... anyway after tht went to taka becos dar say wana buy sth n she brought mi a billabonghp strap, like it a lot cos i was the one whu wanted to buy but didnt.. thx dar.... after tht was shoppin at some shoes shop.. both of us nt in gd condition, dar was sick n mi rushin for proj so both r tired, den didnt shop much lo....
ohh ya.. tokin to the proj... we did a gd job i tink... ms lee said tht she was quite impress den overall gd lo... phew... all the hard work had been appreciated... gd gd gd!! okie okie back to the anni.. after tht was sendin dar hme n hme swt hme for mi.....

for wat happen tdy was nth much 2 lectures den after tht was attendin for the seminar at nus, learn frm pple abt their business 1 of them was interested as it allows u to lock ur hp, track ur hp, retrieve ur data, or erase the data.. gd to those pple hu always lose their hp, n u knw wat he uses tammy as a example wen u lost ur hp under losin privancy... overall was okie la.. after takin the snacks to eat den went hme liao... if u guys interested in the lock phone tingy its website is www.tencube.com hope it may help u in someway... anyway dats all for tdy.. hope dar is feelin better frm her sickness... dar tc!

updatin for tis wk..

2006-09-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

02.09.06

so so fast my brk wk gng to end le.. 1 last day tml... wat hav i done? nth ba..

Mon - i was studyin all day long until i go out wif joe n weiquan, too long nv quan meet ald so meet up and went to play pool, our favourite tings to do everytime.. used to play a lot last time but nw nt really le den they gng army soon also.. hai... den after tht for supper n chattin under quan block.. reach hme abt 2.30am... drove them hme den mi went hme to slp...

Tue - woke up den spend sometime studyin be4 gng out wif dear to eat her fondue n ltr on the extra order which is the muddy mud pie, food was gd but kinda of too choco, but as long as dear enjoy it i'm fine wif it.... den after tht went bugis magic shop, brought nth den went hme after sendin dear hme...

Wed - was my claz chalet.... helen came over to my hse den i drove to ting hse... stay for a while den after tht send ting's bf melvin to comfort drivin centre den after tht went to loyang point to buy the drinks n ice... den after tht was chalet... chalet was fun, first time in poly life wif almost all the claz mates ard den had a gr8 time la.... play, eat, drivin ard n sori to dear make her wori nv msg her.. wanted to but i assume sth so liddat lo.. sori laopo...

Thur - reach hme abt 8.30am in the mornin frm chalet.. was damn stress, whole nite nv slp at chalet den early in the mornin traffic jam like siao, but luckily made hme safe n sound... went to top up 30bucks of fuel be4 gng hme send helen n zwan to bus stop... den was slp slp slp woke up pretty late den after tht was slackin ba n study a bit

Fri - dear came my hse den had lunch, slack a while.. dear fall aslp n mi leh went to study lo hai... den after tht i send dear to work... be4 tht went to buy sushi cos dear is hungry lo.. den after tht i went hme le....

Sat - other den study nth much... tis 2 days feel veri bad, veri wori, veri veri veri nt gd... dear work till 11.30pm, so she goes hme veri late, being tinkin of fetchin her frm work.. but i didnt.. feel tht i'm a bad bf... feel sucky.. feel bad.. hai.. sometimes i do wonder, am i a gd bf... or i simply a bad bf.... i duno... guess i'm bad i'm sori dear.. sori....

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

pizza... pizza... pizza

2006-08-25T20:17:00.000+08:00

25.08.06

nt veri gd also tdy.. went to cwp den to lot 1 den to railway mall de cold storage to find for tht stupid pizza sauce n guess wat?? dun hav agn.. wat the hell is wrong wif singapore's supermarket?? y cnt i find a bottle of pizza sauce leh!!!!! hai.... msg dear to find at taka's cold storage lo... she also cnt find so no choice told her to buy pasta sauce.. maybe its my fault maybe pasta sauce IS pizza sauce! but few times back wen i make pizza its always using pizza sauce lo... haiyo anyway product of tdy's meal.....

hw suay cn u get??

2006-08-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

24.08.06

tdy sooooo suay... wanted to make pizza for my dear so went to cwp to buy the ingredints, thot my hse still hav the pizza sauce so didnt buy any... called my bro but he nv ans so jus nv buy lo... wen i reach hme was excited n was ready to start so went to search for the pizza sauce n its nowhr to be found.. went to ask ah ma n she say it fa mei le so thrown awy liao... haiyo... i thot its okie so after i shower i drove to bpp to buy a new 1 lo.. guess wat? i went thr n its been sold out n new 1 haven arrive yet.. so nm la... i drive to fajar shoppin centre... search n search n its nowhr to be found den nm... went to bangkit to check agn n stupid shop doesnt hav it... out for 6 so called shoppin mall, i went to 3 n all 3 dun hav... guess tdy jus nt fated to eat pizza... aiyo.. i knw i shd had jus brought pasta mania n eat cn le.... hai...

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

yest & tdy

2006-08-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

15.08.06

woohoo... yest was our 1 yr anni sia... fun fun fun.. went out wif dear dear for some shoppin... haha gr8 time spent wif her... went to submit her job application form at taka.... den head to icon shoppin centre n shop.. nth interestin oni for a shop which is own customize flip flop n the oni ting i cn tink of is makin a judo flip flop.. haha... after tht was bugis street... round n round, up n dwn.. left n right.. we walk n walk n walk.. dear try n try on clothes in the end brought her 2 skirt, 1 short, 1 dress... all is she choose n she wans de so she sure like it de.. haha.. den she brought mi 6t-shirt n 1 short.. but out of the 6 t-shirt 3 r damn tight but i still like it cos is dear buy de n will wear it.. maybe if i become slimmer.. hahaha, den actually plan to eat at new york new york but in the end cos ken ask to go the jap resturant n also was too late n we both r broke.. so end up eatin burger king... haha... a wonderful day wif dear.... ty dear.. hapi 1 yr!!!

tis is wat dear brought for mi...

den tdy was lunch to make up for yest de... went to a jap resturant to eat buffet at suntec.. recommended by pingting... food was tht bad quite nice to eat.. but variety wise a bit too little.. den the dessert really nid improvement lo.. other den tht nth le... maybe 3 out of 5 star i will giv to the resturant... some pics of the food tht was taken tdy...

ty dear.. for tis 2 wonderful day... haha ty ken for acc n rushin back to sch for lesson.. hope u made it in time... luv u dear.. muack

sunday...

2006-08-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

13.08.06

tdy is special day.. although nt celebratin for mi but its celebrating my ah gong's bdae.. but it special cos the lunch dear was thr.. first time lo, she went out 2gether wif my family... cos most of the time she cnt make it but tis time yeahh she made it.. hehe lunch wasnt tht bad but some food nv veri gd... after the lunch i drove dear hme.. first time using the new car woohoo.. luckily i came back in 1 piece i guess more days like tis (drivin dear hme) will come.. hope everytime also will be safe n sound..

12.08.06

tdy didnt go anywhr... stayed at hme n recieve a msg frm dear sayin she bored wana watch movie so met her at bpp, rented some vcd n its movie time... movie was gr8 8below was touchin n she the man was funi n nice so enjoy it cos its watchin wif dear.. after the movie drove to bpp to return the cd den drove back to hse n take bus to send dear hme.. haha

11.08.06

The ARRIVAL!!!!! haha... here it is..

wed - NDP

2006-08-09T21:38:00.000+08:00

09.08.06

tdy is singapore 41 bdae.. nth special cos i dun go stadium dun go out.. oni watch the front part of ndp on the tv... whole day was gamin n slpin n watchin tv...

tml actually no sch for mi except for napfa test... but guess wat tht freak did it agn!! y? he told mi nt to go napfa n go his lesson or nt he will nt allow mi to take the exam.. so bo bian die die also mus go le lo... fukin ase... hai... hope my misery faster end man...

some update for the past few days tht i nv blog....

04.08.06

went out wif dear dear after her exam tdy... went to j8 for some shoppin... ate pasta mania, i wonder is i am suay or wat.. cos i always cnt get to eat baked rice.. the last time was order wrong so dun get to eat it.. den tdy was baked rice nt ready yet so cnt get to eat it agn.. haiyo i wonder wen will be the day i get to eat baked rice... haha.. after lunch was some shoppin wif dear n her frens... den last stop was g200 dear brought a shirt... MEN's shirt haha... she luv it cos ladies formal wear dun hav such nice pattern de... gd for dear... haha... hme after tht.. didnt go out wif my brudder becos they watch late night movie...

08.08.09

went out wif dear tdy... dear wanted to sell her old music cd, so we headed to marina sq to sell lo.. but be4 tht.. cos we end early so asked kenneth along... den on the train was decidin whr to eat our lunch... so in the end settle wif suki sushi... went to cine den waited to be seated den start to eat... waited for quite long for the food lo.. imgine u wait almost an hr jus for 1 meso soup ah... but had a gre8 time eatin la... after tht was excerise time man... walk frm cine to marina sq.. wahh almost an hr of walk, n almost gt lost but in the end manage to get thr in 1 piece haha... walkin brings back memories but lucky is wif dear n nt some1 else haha.. hope he dun see tis... opps... after sellin the cd.. went to arcade to play game... was lousy man... waste money haha... but was fun la.. i dun really go to arcade to play de... so liddat lo.. after tht was hme swt hme.. sori to dear.. cos didnt go see fireworks wif her... tinkin back we went to watch 6 fireworks last yr rite? or 8? haha.. a lot hor.... sori leh... end of update...

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

thur - clinical assessment n napfa trial test

2006-07-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

27.07.06

went to sch at 8am for my clincial assessment... was veri nervous wonderin which skill i will kana n whether i cn cope wif it a nt.... waited for my name to be called is like waitin for death call liddat... haiyo... after a while my name is being called n i went in to choose my skill... luckily for mi i tio hand washin rubbin method.. phew... went over to the scrub rm, although i hav confident tht i cn pass the skill but somehw wen i was waitin to be called in for assessment tings start to stress up... 1 after another came out of the rm wif paper in hand.. which means they fail their skill... luckily for mi the lecturer was a nice lady although did make 2 - 4 mistakes but in the end i pass.. hehe sooooo hapi... btw congrates to jy, bl, pt, candy n chen ming cos they pass too... long hr brk for the mental health lecture.. den follow by another long hr brk due to mental health tut was postpone to tml.... went for the napfa trial but actually jus meet 1 lecturer den cn go hme le.. but den since i went ald mite as well check hw much i hav rust ald... the result r as follow... shuttle run - 4pts, sit-up - 4pts, standin board jump - 3pts, sit n reach - 2pts, 2.4 run n chin up - 0pts n becos of the chin-up i injure my right hand n it hurts wen i move it... anyway was fun la... did rust a bit.. i guess i will try to aim for 5pt for shuttle run n sit-up, 4pts for standin board jump, 3 or 4pts for sit n reach, 1 pt for 2.4 n chin-up... end of story hehe

some pic which i wanted to upload yest...

can guess wat is tis??

tis stupid beetle bite mi yest.. arghhhh!!!

nt a gd wed

2006-07-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

21.07.06

tdy went out wif judokas to hav a dinner buffet.... met dear after sch to follow her for her job interview at robinson's rd... spend quite a long time in lookin for the buildin... we finalli found whr the buildin is but dear dun like the feelin of tht company.. so instead of the interview.. we went to eat old chang kee haha... was the 1 n oni shop tht sells set lunch i tink... dun really like the food but still cn eat la.... after tht we went to marina square since its still early to meet the guys.. so after walkin a while we decided to sit at the kopitiam den slack... after tht we walk to bugis to meet them n den went for the dinner... it was a porridge base buffet.. food is nice, the longer u cook the better it gets but if u guys dun like to mix everything 2gether den dun try it cos its kinda of disgustin lookin after cookin it for quite some time.. but it taste gd oni after it look disgustin... haha.... but if u wana try sth new for steamboat.. u shd go try it.. its a bugis at the duck rice tht street walk in den u will see.. quite a small place n the oni bad ting is the drinks r expensive....

26.07.06

went to sch in the mornin at 10 for ica dicussion.... den after tht went for lect for 1 hr n end of sch... den went to yaki yuki wif ken, bingling n helen... had a fun time eatin n playin.. also almost vomit cos eat n eat ma.. as usual.. haha... price is cheap 12bucks nett... oni tht u cnt eat their special ice-cream, actually u cn if u willin to pay 8.90 for it lo... its mon to thurs... frm 12 to 3pm.. will upload some pic tml... cnt seems to add it in nw... anyway after the buffet... i went back to sch to take my judo gi n also wait for my dear to finish.. but nt many ppl went n no1 take claz so i jus chge n went trainin lo... i regret gng in to train cos nw i had a injure wrist n eblow.... it hurts man... i wonder hw cn i survive for tml's test... i gt my scubbin n etc test + my napfa trial or sth ba... gng to do le.. ald cant do pull-up liao.. nw hand still liddat.. haiyo... sian ah... pls help mi man god.. help mi pass my assessment n also somehw make the napfa right lo.... trouble doesnt end... i went hme n gt 1 bug bite mi lo... wah kao hw suay cn u get wen almost everyting turns out to be like shit... hai i will upload pics tml... anyway i am tired liao.. tml assessment is at 8am... gd nite every1..

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

last post of the day

2006-07-21T00:27:00.000+08:00

here is another blog entry for tdy.. haha... chge my blog skin ald... its been a long time so i jus chge lo.. still gt ting nid to upload into the template will work on it pretty soon... tml gt dinner buffet wif judokas.. yeahh!! lookin forward to tml.... gd nite... yawnz

d^-^b July 20 2006 d^-^b - pics pics

2006-07-20T19:13:00.000+08:00

20.07.06

Pictures time!! ppl hu leech pic mus pay mi money wahahahahaha!!!!

d^-^b July 20 2006 d^-^b - free access lab

2006-07-20T15:42:00.000+08:00

20.07.06

here i am at my free access lab doing nth n waitin for the lesson tht i dread most to go.... i simply dun like the way he teach, the way he toks, the way he conduct his lesson simply to say the everything ba... some pple r jus nt meant to be a lecturer i surpose.... do u knw tht i end at 1pm tdy.. n i had to wait 3 bldy hrs for tht lesson hai~... Anyway ltr on i gng to present on sth which he anyhw pick de.. i wonder wat will happen ltr... sth sure will happen afterwards but i hope tings will be fine n nth gona happen... all i wan is to pass my bio n to grad frm my course.... dun wish to get kick out becos of tis kind of reason... hai... 4more wks wif him.... hope everything comes to an end asap.... 10 more mins be4 i see him... damn cn i dun go? haiyo.. gtg for lesson ald... may god bless mi... pls let nth happen n may thr be peace......

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

d^-^b July 14 2006 d^-^b - fri

2006-07-14T22:35:00.000+08:00

14.07.06

tdy is our 11mth 2gether le.. hehe... had a gr8 day wif dear, pasta is nice, movie is gr8... hee... yest was decidin whr to go n wat to eat lo... frm a japan buffet to billy bombers to jack's place to sch canteen to pizza hut lastly decide to eat pasta mania... hee... anyway met dear after sch to go to ps to buy tix n eat lunch + dinner... went to watch pirates of the carribean dead man treasure... it was nice a no. of veri funi scene nice movie to watch man... oni bad ting is hav to wait another 1 or 2 yrs agn for part 3 to come out.... some1 die aiyo sooo sad.... anyway i heard tht after everyting ends meanin the cast names etc etc gt a scene.. so waited thr for quite some time la.. in the end was disappointed to wait soo long n jus a stupid ting.. anyway met dear's fren xuemin for a while den after tht went hme le... oh ya.. dear brought mi a hp potch n a dog tag which i told her i gng to buy soon... thx u dear... luv it sooo much.. ty ty ty... hapi 11mth anni dear... ty for tdy... gng to slp soon... gd the nite.. hee cheers!!

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

d^-^b July 09 2006 d^-^b - sunday

2006-07-09T22:52:00.000+08:00

09.07.06

tdy is sunday.. nth much happen... mornin acc my grandma for her mthly checkup.. den to bukit batok to hav my brkfast + lunch 2 in 1, follow by shoppin for stuff at bukit timah plaza.. after tht is slack at hme.. try out the game suikoden tactic tht i borrowed frm scotty boy,.. nt bad although graphics a little nt gd but overall okie la.. anyway partly is becos i luv playin suikoden frm suikoden 2 play till suikoden 4... hee... gng to complete it soon.. other den tht is watchin tv lo... quite a borin sunday i had... tml is start of sch, stressful 5 days r gng to start agn... 0150hr is the world cup final.. dun tink i watchin... tml gt sch at 0800hr hav to wake up at 0600hr.. anyway dun really watch tis world cup.... ask mi whu i support? tink is france ba.. haha but i hope italy will win cos my aunt bettin a pack of chicken rice wif a stingy guy.. so hope she wins it.. haha guess dats abt it.. gona slp soon.. yawnzzzzz

08.07.06

my sat was spendin some time wif jy, shes a strong gal... hope she will be fine after everything ends... to jy: if anything tht i cn help dun be shy approach mi.. will try to help de... n also cheer up.! other den tht nth le.. end of sat

07.07.06

fri was fun fun fun.... sch ends at 2, met up wif dear dear den went to cine to eat suki sushi... yum yum... food is gd variety is more drinks also more compare to sakae if comparin tis 2 shop.. i will still prefer sukura international buffet.. haha.. no la.. kiddin i prefer suki sushi... more variety mean cn choose more ma... den somemore some food cnt get in sakae but cn get in suki lo... anyway tokin abt buffet... last wed was introduce a new buffet.. which is the porridge steamboat buffet... heard judokas r gng nx wk.. if possible i wish to try wif dear n judokas... back to fri... after the buffet... i suggest to watch a movie but in the end becos dun hav any interestin movie so we went to walk walk instead.... went to hmv to walk ard den follow by far east plaza.. after shop shop for a few hrs its hme swt hme... sent dear to wlds den i gt hme.. after tht was zZZZZZZ haha...

06.07.06

nth special except tht i heard a shockin news tdy... dun wish to say it out... hai....

05.07.06

nth special also.. jus tht i didnt attend my bio remedial.... jus wana say i hate ur teachin style, hate ur tokin, hate ur attitude, or to put it in simple terms.. i simply hate u!!! hope tis faster end....

04.07.06

cnt rem wat happen tdy.... sori..

03.07.06

woohoo... finalli back in sch man... the feelin is gd.. no more fix timetable.. eat slp nuh, the cycle goes agn n agn... but then was pretty stress up by lecturer as they say a lot of tings nid to be done n in a short period of time.. haiyo... jus hope i cn go to sems 2 n go on to prcp n get my cert... prayin hard...

frm 02.07.06 to whr i stop bloggin too long ago.. cnt rem le.. hehe

d^-^b June 25 2006 d^-^b - updatesssss

2006-06-25T22:05:00.000+08:00

25.06.06

opps.. its been soooo long since i last blog sia... haha... time flies although veri slow for mi.. cos 3 mths of attachment i oni left wif 1 wk.... my worries is hopefully dun kana anything frm sister n staff n also my pt dun try anything funi let mi pass tis wk smoothly plssss.... n also my stupid bio hope i cn pass tis time rd...

yest was outin wif judokas to sentosa.. had a gre8 time wif them although it was rainin agn n agn... u guys shd knw... sentosa n rainin shd nv be 2gether de... hehe... anyway play vball n multiple of 3 n in the sea was some judo throwins n monkey.. hehe... fun fun fun... nx time shd organise agn.. hee miz the musical fountian hopefully nx time cn get to see.. i tink mi ald a decade nv see tht liao.. left sentosa after a simple shower.... den headed to marina square for carls jr.. woohooo big burgers, nice fries, free flow of drinks..... had a fun time tokin n teasin scott abt movin to his hse to camp for a while... hehe...

after tht was home swt home...

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

d^-^b June 10 2006 d^-^b - date

2006-06-10T23:39:00.001+08:00

10.06.06

wahh soooo long nv blog le sia... hee.. i guess nth special happen dats y i nv blog.. also kinda of lazy to blog after my work....

anyway... i spend a lot of money yest, tdy n tml maybe.. went out wif dear tis 2 days....

fri went to bugis village.. dear wanted to shop for sth... brought sth for jason for his weddin... den was lookin ard,.. dear wanted to buy a jumper ah.. den went up n dwn here n thr for it but none was to her likin.. after spendin 2 - 3 hrs thr.. she brought herself a jacket.. den becos she brought a jacket my butt itchy also went to buy myself a jacket.. haiyo.. i really duno hw to save money sia...

sat went to queensway shoppin centre to get myself some clothes... brought 2 jeans n 4 t-shirt plus 1 blink blink... aiyo.. spend money agn... haha.. walk ard agn n agn to decide which to buy wat to buy... enjoy my day as dear was wif mi helpin mi to choose hee... after tt took bus hme.. n on the way both of us fall aslp... den reach wlds i send dear hme... long time nv go shoppin wif dear ald.. n for once go agn shop for 2 days sia... actually was surpose to be her shoppin trips.. in the end end up to be mine.. haha.. anyway thx dear for acc mi thr.. promise will bring u thr agn to buy ur own stuff... k?

tml is sun... was tinkin whether to buy it a nt.. maybe i will but if i did den i will be broke.. but i really wish to buy it.. humph... see hw it goes ba... will update agn but duno wen.. hehe...

d^-^b May 28 2006 d^-^b - updates

2006-05-28T22:39:00.001+08:00

28.05.06

updatin agn.. looks like i blog lesser n lesser ald.. is it too buz or is it too lazy? i guess perharps i'm jus too lazy hehe... add a little buz ba... cos u knw la.. 3 mths of attachment leh, gng to finish 2mths of it ald... hopefully i cn make it... tml startin of a new wk le.. will be my last wk at 54, gd bye to dr elaine, dr eve, sn angie, sn terence, sn dennis, sn charlyn n sn ai mei... all the best n special thx to elaine n eve n angie learn a lot frm u all.. thx.. den tml gona hav dinner wif dear lookin forward to it... miz those days wen we cn eat 2gether in sch...

27.05.06

went to see see look look martial art day performance.. woke up late didnt manage to meet dear... so sori dear, anyway rush thr n oni gt 5 pple thr.. the rest all nv come or late.. as usual la late late late... anyway wen gng to start the silat pple came n we had to leave.. like go to sch for nth.. in the end hav lunch at north canteen... den realise scott nid to buy his 1mth present.. so follow him to marina square lo.. agn lo.. had went thr for 3wks lo... haiyo.. after tht went to suntec den to esplanade lo.. had fun on tht day as i am wif dear n cos of a veri funi scene n disturdin scott,... after tht went yishun to buy game.. didnt wana buy cos dun like the environment so went hme wif dear after tht....

25.05.06

gt my bio result tdy... i fail it.. had to repeat.. somemore within tis 1 mth i tink.. cos if nt i hav to repeat for 1 sems.. aiyo... all becos of tht stupid lecturer la.. duno hw to set the paper... idiotic la.. hai.. anyway nid to find him on mon.. hope tis time round i cn pass it.. n i cn go yr 3 peacefully...

24.05.06

went trainin after work tdy.. actually nth special.. but hor oni go hme tht time something big happen but its over ald so dun say le....

23.05.06 - 22.05.06

nth much happen.. same stuff work n work n work...

d^-^b May 28 2006 d^-^b - updates

2006-05-28T22:39:00.000+08:00

d^-^b May 12 2006 d^-^b - updates

2006-05-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

18.05.06

nth special tdy... was a pretty borin day... gt nth to do at ward... i hate workin in the afternn shift man... hai... tml gona change cubicle changin to respi side.. hope everything will be fine.. hope tht alan dun come n bug mi... hope time pass fast fast fast cos its a wkend after tml n i gona go watch da vin ci mi ma wif dear n judokas.... lookin forward to it man....

17.05.06

tdy is a veri veri veri veri special day for some1... whu is sooooo impt to mi.. its my honey's bdae... her presents were a wallet frm wallet shop, 7 packets of choco, 2 cakes, 1 taxi fare, a lunch at yaki yuki.. nt really much la.. but hope u dun mind n hope u like it... n hope i gav u a wonderful bdae...

another thing is tht i gt my green belt... hahahah finalli, dear gt her orange also, hapi for her cos she put in effort to train for it... color belts were preparin for martial arts day performance cos mi workin on tht day so i went to help out the juniors in their brkfall trainin... sori to pple whu i dun let u all to teach the white belts.. maybe i'm jus too strict... anyway trainin was alrite, dinner at mac after trainin den went hme....

forgot abt it.. yest recieve a shockin but gd news... jason daddy told us tht he gona get marry liao... wow.... my eva first weddin whu is my fren whu is gettin marry... lookin forward to 18 june... haha... congrates to my senpai jason... husband n father... hehe...

sori to say tht wo bu fu the belt u get... u mite be better but still nt till tht belt standard lo... hai forget it.....

16.05.06

nth special tdy.... went to work den went hme to slp den slp agn...

15.05.06

went out wif dear tdy to watch movie.. mornin recieve a msg frm dear sayin she wanted to watch movie.. so i say okie lo watch lo.. went hme to take a shower den went to cwp wif dear to watch M:I:III... nice movie nt bad... dun really rem wat happen in the first 2.. but i guess its nt link 2gether n it all abt kickin ase of bad guys in a spy way..... enjoy it cos watched wif dear... hee... after movie send dear hme den went hme n rest cos nid to work...

14.05.06

nth much happen... slp n watch tv thru out the day,....

13.05.06

went out wif dear n kenneth n aydeng tdy... i suggested to eat yaki yuki to cele my dear bdae... met ken n dear at pendin den took bus to marina to eat... halfway thru aydeng came n den the eatin goes on n on.., was eatin ice cream.. wen we start to tok abt last time wen we used to play the gy lim n du lan beng thingy.. its was the special edited for some scenes in wu jian dao lo.. we laugh n laugh oni dear blur blur duno anything.. hehe.. after the lunch.. was shoppin den walk ard lo until jess came den went shoppin agn... it all ended wif the dinner at carls jr den took mrt hme... send dear hme den i went hme....

d^-^b May 12 2006 d^-^b - updatess

2006-05-12T22:11:00.000+08:00

12.05.06

tdy was p.h but i hav to go back nuh to work cos wed gt bio sub paper n also belt gradin... wahhh buz like hell lo... tis also mus do tht also mus do.. student cn u help mi do tis.. student cn u help mi do tht.. wahhhh... den somemore str after my lunch kana call to clear shit.. hai.. those uncles 2 - 4 days nv pass motion de... sooo bldy smelly lo.. hai.. but i survive.... yeahhhh..... bb 63, gng 54 le... will be back at 63 3 wks frm nw....

tml gng out wif my dear.. for lunch to cele her bdae.. which is on 17.05.06... given her a present ald.. but feel tht nt enuff... shd had gave more.. anyway lookin forward to tml.. tml will enjoy wif dear dear..

11.05.06

tdy almost die of heartattack... the lecturer wanted to fail mi becos of my skills n my knwledge.. hai.. always say i nv do work.. nid to buck up.. but wen u r thr thr is really nth to do.. once u r nt thr den thr gt things to do.. hw cn blame mi? hai... but luckily she passed mi in the end... was tested on neurovascular n circulatory chart twice... den 1st time canot make it.. 2nd time bearly make it so in the end.. was safe.... hee

10.05.06

tdy went for bio sub paper.. i guess tht lecturer is either nuts/crazy or wateva or simply no brain... wau liew... 45marks on saq crazy 1 lo... dun really knw hw to do.. but i choose to believe i will pass... hehe... den went for my belt gradin after tht... gt screw up once.. but overall its okie.. pass my gradin but my standard is nt there.. cnt even throw a white belt.. i'm lousy damn lousy... after gradin went dinner den went hme....

09.05.06

nth much jus attachment lo nursin stuff lo.. clear shit lo...

08.05.06

nth much jus attachment lo nursin stuff lo.. clear shit lo...

d^-^b May 02 2006 d^-^b - shoppin

2006-05-04T22:40:00.000+08:00

02.05.06

went out wif dear tdy after work.... was at sgh the whole day even thou i am surpose to go to yuan ching sec sch, anyway its super bored at sgh lo.. oni watch video n do nth.. hai....

anyway went to sch to wait for dear, after a while she came n we went north canteen to hav our dinner... we ate yau tau foo, hee.. den after tht headed dwn to orchard for shoppin.... dear wanted to buy flip flop den becos my bro gt discount for 1 of the shop at hmv so we went thr.. design was plain n nt really nice so didnt really buy... den 1 of dear wishlist was to buy a wallet frm the wallet shop so i say i buy for her as a gift for her bdae lo.. at first she say dun wan.. but in the end after a funi arguement den she decided to buy.. hee, was the last piece at hmv's wallet shop so we headed dwn to suntec city.. on the way thr.. we saw a watch shop so dear went to take a look n she immediately fall for some of the watches... in the end she brought 2... after tht was suntec city de wallet shop.. den back to the watch shop agn n den i brought 1 watch for dear n she brought 1 for mi... after tht i sent her hme.. the end.. hehe

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

d^-^b Apirl 30 2006 d^-^b - -copycat

2006-04-30T22:12:00.001+08:00

30.04.06

Ms Ho is bad.. she's a bully.. she loves to bully me.. lalala.. jus a short n nice entry for todae.. i'm hapi..... smile!!!

Another thing..... i mite be drivin to sch... mite oni... hee

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Apirl 29 2006 d^-^b - another day wif dear

2006-04-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

29.04.06

Tdy spent my day wif dear dear.... went to meet her at bpp in the mornin to rent vcd n buy stuff to eat... in the end gt the vcd but nv buy food to eat... food was brought back by my aunt.. i had duck rice n dear had chicken rice... den after the lunch was moviessssss.... watch 3 vcd lo.. 1st is a horror but nt horror de movie... 2nd was a series of unforuate events... lastly was flight plan... it seems tht nwadays we watch n watch vcd le haha... i guess we gt nowhr to go n both jus wana spend time wif each other... anyway after the movie i went back to return the vcds den send dear hme.. on the way we brought bubble tea n shi lin chicken chop... overall its another enjoyable day wif my dear...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Apirl 27 2006 d^-^b - slpless day...

2006-04-27T04:30:00.000+08:00

27.04.06

Its 4.30am in the mornin but i am still awake n i cnt slp... my whole body is in pain but nt as pain as my heart... my stomach nt feelin rite.. guess i havin diarrhoea.... i wonder y... y u ask mi to change a gf if she cn make mi more hapi... i wonder y y say the person tokin to u has gt more common topics den i hab wif u... gng 9 mths ald... saw the msg n my heart shattered... full of disappointed.. i wonder wat r u tryin to say.. is it tht 2 word u tryin to say?? i wonder... life sux... attachment is makin mi crazy.. sth isnt rite btw mi n my gf... wats more to come leh?? world is unfair... hai...

d^-^b Apirl 22 2006 d^-^b - a day wif honey

2006-04-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

22.04.06

tdy had an enjoyable day wif my dear dear.. went to meet her at 1030 at cwp.. at first was tinkin of gng orchard to walk ard but ltr on went for a movie instead... watch the movie - the wild was a gd movie, gt veri funi scenes n quite touchin ba the endin.. overall was a gd movie haha... den after tht i suggest to make lunch for my dear, so went to cold storage to buy the stuff nided... after tht headed to bpp to rent vcd...

there u go, the lunch tht i made for my dear, 2 pizza, 1 soup, a roasted chicken n 2 bubble tea... hehe

after the food, we watch movie agn.. watch 2 movies : 1 is stripes n the other is season for luv.. stripes was okie okie oni a bit borin... the season for luv is borin at first, duno wat the hell the story is abt but at the end the story is veri touchin.. after the movies it was pretty late so i sent dear hme den after tht i went to see the doc.. wah biang sooo ex lo.. it cost mi 53bucks seein tht doc lo... aiyo being a doc is soo nice cos u oni nid to tok to a pt for like 5 - 10 mins but u earn a lot.. y i nt sooo clever enuff to be able to study medi leh.. hai... anyway i guess it abt it... take medi ald kinda of drowsy so i guess gng to slp ald.. gd nite to all...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Apirl 19 2006 d^-^b - update update...

2006-04-19T22:03:00.000+08:00

19.04.06

Club crawl is finalli finish.. all the hard work n effort put in all ended tdy.... thing didnt turn out gd lo... we r soo suay n the S.U didnt realli did a gd job lo... Be4 the club crawl wen we were settin up the booth, the booth was change due to S.U doing the wrong measurement... nx was becos our booth thr the ceilin was leakin so gt a machine thr, cnt setup the booth till ard 5, den was keep on chasin off by the S.U cos they nid to lock the sports hall...

On the first day i heard last min kana call to perform, wen we no nid to.. den wasnt realli well done cos veri last min... den becos of the heavy rain the leakin ceilin was leakin n cause our booth area to be flooded.. so we hav to move everything to the front... the booth was nt stable, material n stuff was nt place properly... i guess we lost a no. of members.....

The 2nd day the mats was remove due to no more performance... den wanted to hav a small space to put some mats den we cn like show hw judo is like but they cnt.. cos they say no place.. wau liew.. den always chase pple off wen its time to stop.... kao!! so fast wana go hme for wat? shitty ase.. hai..

overall liddat lo... gt 140 members was told 90% is girls.. anything la.. as long as gt pple join.. hope we will hav at least 20 juniors left by the end of the nx club crawl.. hope hope hope... dats all.. out!!

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

d^-^b Apirl 15 2006 d^-^b - a hapi day...

2006-04-15T22:20:00.000+08:00

15.04.06

some update for tis few days.....

11.04.06 - 13.04.06

for the rest of the wk in my att.. it simply suxs la.. shd nt say so much abt it.. anyway jus wana say.. hey!! i dun like u n u sux!!!.... hope mon dun kana same shift wif u agn.. but i tink i will kana u agn.. or perharps kana frm u agn...

14.04.06

tdy is a special day for mi n my honey.. but i spend the whole day nt wif her but wif my frens... went to meet joe to buy angie's bdae present but in the end is wait for them to finish their hair cut n their grumbles abt their new hairstyle... hai.. den after tht decide to jus giv ang bao for the present.. den went to bukit timah to play pool for a while den head hme after tht went to borrow car n drove to angie's chalet at pasir ris lo... reach hme abt 3.30 den went to slp le...

15.04.06

tdy.... hapi hapi day!!!!! cos i went out wif my honey... gt a mornin call frm honey at 9.15 den went to meet her at cwp ald... headed dwn to sch cos she nid to go settle some stuff... den after sch trip went to orchard cos i suggest to go for a movie.... went dwn to cine den broight the tix for ice age 2... be4 the movie went to eat lunch wif dear.... veri noisy cos gt lots of kids ard... n nt ncie to eat cos gt 1 guy keep tokin nonsence.. plus i found flies( those small 1) in my drink wen i almost finish it... haiyo... food nt nice n environment also nt nice!!! anyway after tht went for the movie... the movie was funi n some touchin scene... but i almost fall aslp.. hee nt becos its borin but becos i too tired ald... after the movie i suggest agn to go shoppin.. mus pei dear dear shop.. too long nv acc her ald.. sori honey... will try to make up for u de... sori sori.. Went heeren first den instead of my honey buyin things frm the shoppin session.. i was the 1 whu brought sth instead... gt myself a new wallet... veri nice design n the wordin of wat my honey says.. it suits mi a lot! haha... after tht went to far east to walk walk... was tellin my honey wateva she likes mus tell mi.. cos i will take into consideration as her bdae is comin.. mus crack my head agn le for her present.. haiyo.. hee.. hope by the time i get ideas as in wat to buy for her... anyway the shoppin ended here.. took mrt hme after tht.. on the way back i fell aslp oni to wake up 1 stop be4 wlds... hehe.. send dear hme b4 i went hme... dats all.. overall its a veri veri veri veri fun day for mi.. thx honey for accin mi hee... see u in sch on mon k? tc ah!!

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

d^-^b Apirl 10 2006 d^-^b - 1st day of att

2006-04-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

10.04.06

hm... tdy is my first day of att at a paed ward... quite fun but tirin... tdy i learn hw to feed baby wif bottle milkwahh soooooooo tirin lo hav to carry the baby till he/she finish... n the baby who i took care of keep on cry n cry de lo..anyway i tink he dun lke cos wen i pat him to slp after he finish his meal, he dun wana slp lo.. in the end he cry n cry... haiyo... was kinda of bu zhi shuo cuo lo.. but my staff always come to my rescue.. thx u ah.. hehe...

den i also comfort a angry kid as 1 of my fren make him angry.. went to tok to him lo cos heard he throw stuff.. was tokin n tokin to him until he finalli response.. i ask him buy swt cn? he say dun wan.. den i say buy choco la, he also dun wan.. den he ask mi buy toy gun for him sia..aiyo, went to check out the price n it cost $9.90!! wahhh whr gt money i sooo broke le lo.. haha.. i tink tml i will buy him 2 drinks anyway he gng hme le.. haha.. all the best boy... tc of urself ah... overall paed is fun.. had a gr8 time.. i hope things will turn out fine tis 2 wks... lecturer also nt bad... may god bless mi ah... hee

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

d^-^b Apirl 09 2006 d^-^b - updating...

2006-04-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

09.04.06

hao la hao la.. update lo... whole of tis wk i am in sch.. frm mon to sat cos i nid to take my exams n help out in doing the club crawl thingy... didnt realli help much i guess but hope i did somehw help a bit... exams sux.. i guess same old thing for mi sub paper agn... jus hope tht i dun hav to take it...

tml is the start of my freakin 3 mths attachment ald.. tht means time spent wif my honey will be veri limited, somemore wen i go back sch frm att which is july.. she almost finish her yr 2 sem 1 liao.. n sem 2 she gng for 6 mths att... hai... n after tht i mite grad n go army ald... wahhh so sickenin n sian.. i ald start to miz her liao... sobsob! but wat to do.. hai.. honey i'm sori cnt spend much time wif u.. but i will try my bez to spend time wif u k? sori....

hope tht i pass my exams, no sub paper... hope tht i survive tis 3 mths n nth goes wrong i go yr 3.. hope tht dear dear will be alrite n nth happen... hope tis 60 days of att faster finish.. hope club crawl is a success n gt lots of juniors... endin here....

countin off tis freakin 60days.....

yz luv ws!! peace!! shasha!!

d^-^b Apirl 02 2006 d^-^b - 1 wk of things tht happen

2006-04-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

02.04.06

tue, 28 of march....

went to sch, gt things to settle.. a lot of things to say, a lot of things to clarify, a lot of things to do... was in sch frm 12 to 8, most of the time tokin, other den tht was helpin juniors doing their clun crawl thingy.... the tokin part i shall nt tok abt it....

wed, 29 of march

went sch early agn, went to meet the juniors to help them wif their club crawl things agn, plus wait for trainin to come... actually didnt really help much la but still as senior tried my bez to help them.. tdy no senior came, orange belt was the highest so i took the class lo.. wif no objection n i go wif it... was blur.. cant really rem all the warmup but did get help frm kenji n ken n also support frm the juniors, so everytings turns out nt tht bad ba.. sooo anxious cos my first time takin class haha... guess i am a lousy trainer ba at tht day.. after i took the warmup, sensei stephen came.. n he teach us the gradin stuff.. was fun n hard... at 1 pt every 1 of us is struck as all duno hw to do sumi gaeshi, kenji was called to do forward rollin agn n agn.. poor kenji...haha after tht sensei francis came.. he gav ideas abt the club crawl performance n after tht the juniors dicuss some stuff n we senior discuss some stuff... after the discussion, we all did some throws n video it dwn as we nid for the club crawl... wen everything is done we went s11 at amk to eat den went hme after tht...

thur, 30 march

tdy is a special day.. y? cos it shows the truth abt everything tht is soo unclear to us.. went to meet lionel n got some ans n got some scoldin.. shall nt say wat he say la.. anyway.. i spent hrs in sch agn... went to sch at 1 n went hme at 9... buz buz day for mi.. nth much.. went hme to study for my 2036 paed exams den went to bed...

fri, 31 march

went sch agn to sudy + to help my juniors do their club crawl things.... my exams at 3pm but i was in sch at 11 i tink... study la, slack la, tok wif juniors n also help la.. den went for the exam, i thot i study ald, i thot i knw ald but wen i went in... i knw nth... hai.. veri sad, i duno hw to do.. hope i dun fail my 2036 cos takin sub paper during attachment really sux.... after the exam i went for trainin agn, practise on the gradin stuff n helpin juniors wif the gradin stuff as well... i took the trainin agn den after trainin.. went to eat mac n g hme after tht....

sat, 1 april

went sch for a commitee meetin... long long time after i took over the treasurer post... i gt nth to say abt the meetin... jus 1 sentence, we lost the battle...dotx dotx dotx anyway i gt no post ald.. i'm as free as a bird cn jus concentrate on gradin... nth more to say.....

yz luv ws!!! peace!!! shasha!!!

d^-^b Mar 26 2006 d^-^b - damn!!!

2006-03-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

26.03.06

Damn!! fuk!! chee bye!! knn!! fukin bastard!! asehole!! wat the fuk!!!

sori scold so many badwords... but i jus cnt stand it ald... jus wana destress, feel like drivin nw.. feel like nt doing anything nw... i'm disappointed, sooo bldy disappointed..

wat cn i say wen things become wat it is nw... i'm at fault too i guess...
1) i was the 1 whu accept the task of being part of the committee
2) i was the 1 whu encourage him n say dun giv up on the wooin
3) i was the 1 whu didnt do my job for the past 3 mths
4) i was the 1 whu didnt say anything be4 everything is final

qns:
1)Y would some1 whu is inside the office knw anything abt the club wen all he do is in his office??
2)Y would some1 close dwn the club wen we jus gave him 20+ medal for the jus over competition?
3)Y oni change 2 pple out of all ppl in the committee?

gt a lot more but i guess i gt nth to say ald... hai.. wat a disappointment!

dotx dotx dotx....

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Mar 21 2006 d^-^b - A day wif laopo

2006-03-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

21.03.06

Had my psycho test in the mornin, wen i study yest i thot i understand wat the bk says... but wen i start doing the paper my mind was blank.. i guess i had lots of mistakes so didnt really discuss wif my frens abt it.. after the test was paeds lect, nth special abt it so shall nt tok abt it... wen hme after tht becos i wanted to cook for dear....

went hme wif ken but separate while waitin for dear at wlds, decided to go cold storage at cwp instead of ntuc in lot 1, dear reach shortly after ken left.. so we wen to cold storage to buy our stuff.. at first i was tinkin abt buyin some cook food like honey glaze steak or sth plus some meat or wat den soup plus rice, but dear didnt wana eat meat as she ate a lot tis few days at buffet ald, so after tht i tink of makin pizza for my dear.. so we went here n thr searchin for the stuff we nid.. the crust, the cheese, the sauce n etc but in the end we didnt make pizza we choose to make tortilla.. haha.. flickle minded right? opps... anyway we went ard searchin for the stuff we nid agn n after tht headed my hse to cook cook cook.. hehe..

everything isnt gng smoothly as was my first time to cook tortilla, i wanted to cut the tomato into cubes but dear wanted it in slices, i thot my hse gt the chicken meat i nid but dun hav, den the sauce was too salty n the sauce was quite liquidish, den becos the meat was cooked b4 so made the sauce become veri salty, but overall its edible n wasnt tht bad lo.. haha..

The dish of the day
there u go.. the lunch i made for my laopo for tdy.... promise to make pizza nx time... so look forward to it k? hee..

after tht we watch movie at my comp den i duno wat happen nx cos i fall aslp liao.. oni to realise dear's head was at my back wen i woke up... after tht was fun, we did pillow war! k la i knw i'm too old for tht but whu cares.. wahahahaha!!! thx dear for the wonderful day i had tdy.. luv ya...

yz luv ws, peaces, sha sha

d^-^b Mar 20 2006 d^-^b - I.V.P updates

2006-03-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

20.03.06

yest was my sec ivp in my judo life... it was held at S.M.U... gt wori n was tinkin of it since fri as my oppnent was kenneth, be4 i slp was tinkin hw to beat him, wen i woke up was tinkin hw to beat him agn.. but the day of the comp i still dun hav any idea to beat him.. those hu knw ken lim u shd knw y... anyway.. i lost to him cos kana choke n i tap out...

The comp was gr8, nyp won a lot of medals, 5 golds.. 9 silvers n 5 bronzes.. gd job Nyp judo club!!! we rox!!! congrates to my bro - aydeng n kenneth(gold n silver), congrates to my sista huishan n jess(silver n bronze), congrates to my juniors - jasmine, karen, xin yi, subi, weiyang, bj n joseph( gold, gold, bronze, gold, silver, silver n gold) n lastly congrates to myself cos mi get bronze also.. hahahaha!!!

For those whu didnt get a medal dun be upset or wat.. u guys n gals also did nyp judo club proud.. if u guys wana be upset y dun use the energy of being upset n convert into energy to work hard for nx yr de ivp!! gambate i knw u guys n gals cn do it de... let work hard 2gether for nx yr de ivp..

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Mar 17 2006 d^-^b - wat a joke!!

2006-03-17T23:58:00.000+08:00

17.03.06

tdy was gr8 went out wif dear, watch a movie n ate seoul garden haha... the movie is call date movie overall quite funi but messy to mi.. cos they add in a lot of scene frm other movies... aiyo.. weird i dun mind watchin but i dun recommend u watch in cinemas.... the seoul garden part was okie la... ate some food ate some mutton(haha.. some pple shd knw wat it means). After tht went for my judo trainin.. xiong ge didnt come as he was sick.. hai... anyway class was taken by ivan, did some warmup n uchikomi, manage to survive even thou i ate quite a lot n is sick... after some tips n rules abt the compeition me went hme lo..

my title was wat a joke becos some1 say tis:

1)have problem dealing with people that i used to fling around the dojo, and whats worse is that i can't even beat people who layed off training for a very long time, i guess thats what happens when one is psysically & emotionally unwell. - canot throw blame on other stuff?? ohh gd move..

2)my 1st fight at IIVP, of all people have to be against my good friend aydeng, and not the other 3 a**holes. this is just f**Ked up. - so nw i become the asshole?? since when i wonder? oh gr8..

if i nv rem wrongly.. some1 once say tis sentence to me.. 'nw in the club oni mi n u cn do things ald...' so wat does tht sentence means? i wonder... wat make the change i duno? y thing become liddat? i wonder...! since i'm a asshole, so be it... make sure dun let the asshole bring u dwn n let u be a fool 1 day!!!!!!!!!!

for some1 hu used to be like my bro.. we! slack ard 2gther, eatin buffet 2gether, la kopi 2gether, train 2gether, work 2gether n etc.. to nw being call a asshole by my so-called "bro" *laugh* wat a joke it is, wat a joke, wat a joke hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.... A ASSHOLE SHALL BE A ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Mar 13 2006 d^-^b - a day which almost cause my life...

2006-03-13T22:07:00.000+08:00

tdy was my assessment day... manage to pass cos the lecturer was easy gng.. lucky mi.. but be4 tht i was sooo stress up.. wonderin wat i will kana n will i fail n etc lo... was hapi oni for a while cos after tht went to see my bio prac reason.. saw i gt a F, oni 1 in the class tht fail.. darn i fail my bio agn.. wat the hell is wrong man.. always fail bio kao!!! nm abt tht..

went for judo trainin for preparation for tis sun compeitition, its been 3 mths since i last touch judo... went back was hell man.. did physical trainin at the badminton court.. was sufferin frm tht man.. wanted to vomit, n inner thign r burnin.. manage to survive till the last exercise den knockout.. after tht went dojo to do a serious of movin uchigomi die agn... cos nid to carry ken lim aiyo... always no choice de.. he always complain abt mi n mi too.. anyway trainin end wif some randori, tis is wen i almost gt myself killed!!!... first i was been kick at my leg at full force by my oppnent tht cause my leg to shake n slight numbness.. after tht, wif another full force of him he elbow my trachea, dats nt all after tht he punch my manible which den make mi lost my randori but be4 it end... i hurt my knee agn when fallin... wen i gt back frm the randori i found my 2 thumb r bleedin n my leg hurts plus my trachea n of cos manible too... hai.. injuries all over my body.. i jus hope tht i cn survive tml when i wake up.. cos dats wen every part of my body starts to ache n hav diffculties movin myself off my bed... haha.. bless mi man.. hope i am fine...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

com dwn finalli its okie!

2006-03-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

12.03.06

com was dwn for 2 & half bloody daes!! omg.. it sooooo borin w/o it man.. frens r buz workin, gf aint free to go out, all i cn do is slack at hme the whole day.. hai.. an update of tis 3days..

10/3/06 - went out wif dear to watch movie n eat lunch 2gether.. the past 2 days totally negelected her as i am buz wif tests n projects... watch nanny macphee!! was a nice movie frm my pt of view la.. story was touchin, funi, nice haha... lunch was gr8 too cos its pizza hut de food... simply luv it.. hee... other den tht went back sch for clinical practise n last lab session... overall a wonderful day cos gt dear to acc mi...

11/3/06- boring n angry day.. boring cos slackin whole day at hme as joe they all aint free, n my laopo for some reason cnt go out lo.. dun blame them cos they also gt no choice... dear wanted to ask mi go the IT fair at suntec n i also wanted but me thot she cnt go out.. n she thot i went to buy my wallet so end up nv ask n both slacked at hme.. haha... after tht cos my cable modem is dwn n the pple at ps starhub centre dun allow my bro to get a replacement.. so mi n my aunt hav to go dwn at nite.. borrow dad's car but i wasnt the one drivin cos kinda of scare haha... anyway reach thr waited for almost an hr n still nt serve.. the pple who no. is be4 us also waited for an hr.. wat kind of service kao!!.. anyway i approached the manager n he open a counter jus to serve mi... opps... den i show face n say i'm in a hurry dun crap wif mi jus giv mi wat i wan.. so tht guy was explainin n sayin sori.. but i dun care.. anyway i in a hurry cos had to return dad's car by 8.30 n 8.05 i still at ps!... finalli gt it n rush back.. but too late reach hme ard 845 n my dad ald took taxi dwn to work.. so i hav to drive to fetch him.. oh god.. hate it man.. was a bad n boring day i cn say.. dats all

12/3/06 - tdy leh nth much la.. jus went to bai bai my great grandfather n loong's mum.. after tht went shoppin as usual den went hme n slack all the way till nw.. which is bloggin n gtg ald.. cos tml starts at 8am n i gt clinical assessment tml.. hai.. god bless mi!!

oh ya!!! tis is the new template for my blog design it for my dear n kinda of take a long time cos had to edit tis n tht n i am noobie over all tis stuff... haha.. comments any1???

dats all end of update!! will update if gt time n if gt things to blog...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Mar 09 2006 d^-^b - Finalli over!! relieve... hapi...

2006-03-09T22:54:00.000+08:00

09.03.06

ho! ho! ho! FINALLI!!!!.... tis 2 days was freakin tired n buz n like shit for mi.. i'm glad tht its finalli over.. all the stupid tests n presentation!!... freakin hell oni slept for 15 mins on tue becos i gt 2 tests n 1 presentation on wed... i'm nt the oni 1.. wed mornin u cn see Nr0417 were full of zombies n walkin corpses ah!!! haha.. the bio prac was like shit.. duno hw to do.. but luckily my clinical n presentation cn do n i tink mi pretty safe.. hee... reach hme ard 6++ den was told the itnernet nt workin n the starhub cn oni send their serviceman down on late fri soo sian.. i was surpose to research on my proj de!! sux man... end up went to fren hse to finish the proj.. drove my dad's car den oni reach hme at 230.. slept at ard 4 cos cant slp even thot i am soooo tired... tdy was the so called the last presentation ald ba for mi for tis sems... it went quite well although we last last min den finish.. haha... its over!! sooooo gd!! sooo relieve!!

tml mornin gng out wif dear to watch nanny macphee, yipee..... den gng to eat pizza hut wif her, yipee.... soo lookin forward to tml... guess i shall slp ald to really replenish wateva slp i had lost tis 2 days... sori dear tht i neglected u... tml shall bu chang ni k? hee.. go orh orh ald.. nitey nitey...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Mar 08 2006 d^-^b - muggin for exams

2006-03-08T04:23:00.000+08:00

08.03.06

Its 430 in the mornin, here i am at my fren hse studyin for my stupid bio exam tml... guess i'm dead wasnt really studyin.. partly is becos was nt in the mood, another part is tht i am jus too tired to conc, another part is tokin to my fren n lastly my bio sux to core.... nt hopin for a mircle but hope i cn get a D i am contented ald.... tdy shall be beri the buz.. 1st is start at 8am .. will be havin my bio prac, den a hr brk den my individual presentation on heimlich maneuver, which cost mi half of yest to complete it.. hope cn do welll for it... den 2 hrs brk but i cnt rest cos nid to study for my clinical theory test... 2hrs ltr gt my bio lecture den str after tht will be my clinical test... u thot everything end after tht?? nope.. after tht i gt my judo trainin which i guess starts frm 4 to 7, due to the competition which is nx sun so trainin will be harsh... soo buz rite? haiyo... may god bless mi, shall go back to study my bio wen i still hav the energy to.... all thes best to every1 tml for the 2 tests....

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Mar 06 2006 d^-^b - stressful days ahead..

2006-03-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

06.03.06

sooo dun like the plans tht the sch made... for mi havin 2 test n 2 presentation tis wk.. somemore is the module i hate n fail a lot... which is my bio hai.. n u knw the lecturer is simply crazy.. in the past we always had like 3 topics +/- for the practical but nw he is testin almost 3/4 of the bk man... crazy ase.... hai.. u knw.. 2 test n 1 presentation in 1 day wat the hell man... somemore the presentaton is mus be creative canot read read read plus nth is really taught for wat to do.. its like a blind man walkin lo... hai... sooo gng to die ald.. cos studied like nv studied... it jus went in n out str omg!!!!! may god bless mi!.....

judo competition is comin but i didnt train at all.. slacked for like 3 mths++ ald ba i tink.. somemore i am struck wif soo many things cnt go trainin.. wat am i surpose to do? haiyo.. hope fri i go back for trainin it wont kill mi man... i wont die frm the trainin.. may god bless mi agn!..

tdy went to see dear practise for the competition.. wahhh it was tough frm wat i see frm wat they do... omg was heartache seein dear being throw here n thr but wat to do its trainin ma... i hope shes fine.. but i guess pain here n thr sure will hav de... tc dear... jia you le..

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 28 2006 d^-^b - a outing after a long time..

2006-02-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

28.02.06

Tdy is gr8... went out wif my laopo after a long long time... its been soo long since we went out 2gether oni 2 of us le... i rem tht dear told mi she wanted to go daiso as she veri long nv go ald.. so i suggested we go daiso lo... was surpose to meet dear at 1230 at wlds but cos i woke up late.. den kinda of late a bit.. hm.. cos ard 8+ in the mornin i start to slp n wake up on off.. dats y nv slp well.. hm.. after meetin dear went to imm le.. first went to daiso for her shoppin trip.. went ard lookin for things den she brought a corn soup, a can of corn n a container for her rose.. after tht we both hungry so dear suggested we go into the giants to get the chicken chop which is big n nice... went in n we brought 2 big big drumstick instead of the chicken chop... after tht went to get a drink den head to wait for bus den mrt den lrt den my hse... near my hse has a nite market n dear wanted to eat a burger so i say buy lo.. den she brought otah also den head to my hse... after my shower we started eatin.. had a gr8 time eatin n watchin cartoon wif dear.. after tht cos loong nid to hav his tution so i sent her hme... nt much tings is done but i guess its really gd to spend time wif dear.. i hope i still gt time to acc her... cos havin exams n att soon.. maybe she also.. a 6mths att... humph!!.... overall tdy is gr8 gr8 gr8 haha... thx dear for a wonderful day...

sth bad happen to dear's blog... suddenly a lot of things went missin n a secret admirer send a msg... poor dear.. everything is gone.. n she isnt feelin gd.. cos sth is missin in her life... hai... wat is still missin leh... hope she find the ans soon... hope nth bad is gng to happen or wat... dear... cheer up or wat la k? miz u...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 27 2006 d^-^b - bbq session @ modena bay

2006-02-27T00:52:00.000+08:00

27.02.06

Lucky it wasnt cancel tdy n finalli gng to modena bay for the mini claz gatherin... first went to meet ting @ tamp cos nid to buy a present for candy... i was late sori ting... shortly after i reach tamp mall waiyee came den we brought the present n was waitin for jasmine... since ting n chloe was hnugry n had to wait for jas so we went food court.. while waitin mi n chloe starts to tok abt drivin n after jas came we were still tokin abt it.. i guess ting mite be bored ba.. cn see lo.. sori ting agn.. hee... went shoppin at the ntuc at simei for some stuff den after tht went to ting hse to put stuff n wait for candy n ah heng... den while waitin played wif the dog name reiki i tink.. he is cute la but 5mths n he soo big is a bit scary plus his whacky tail so long n painful if kana frm him... after candy n ah heng arrive we went to the pit.. den after settlin stuff wif the security guard we started to prepare... but to realise the food was still quite frozen... while waitin we went shoppin for some stuff.. mi n ting went to ntuc n jas n her boy went for otah n ice... did some funi stuff at the ntuc la.. wanted to buy tis buy tht n ting keep askin mi whether she noisy a nt cos she keep tokin n tokin.. nah u aint noisy la... i ald used to it liao.. haha... went back lo... den after gng to ting hse to get some stuff we nid.. the bbq finalli started... had fun thr... eat a lot of stuff n some cookin lo... haha... anyway when we was abt to leave i had a chat wif jas's boy wasnt bad quite fun tokin to him.. his voice soo cute n funi n like shi yi ge frm the nan siong nan di lo... soo drama sia.. haha... anyway nice to knw u... went hme in a rush cos i went to city hall den to somerset den took 190 hme.. luckily still made it in time n gt hme quite early... overall everything was fun n enjoy it... hope to hav it agn... haha.. thx ting... thx every1 tht attend yest...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 26 2006 d^-^b - Boring day i guess

2006-02-26T23:07:00.000+08:00

26.02.06

tdy... nth really happen... slack at hme for the bloody whole day.. actually was surpose to go on a trip to ting hse for a bbq session but in the end when i was on the way to meet her, she called n say it was postpone due to chloe cant make it n some stuff i guess... angry? perharps a bit but its okie la.. frens ma for so long ald cant be tht petty also... anyway the bbq wasnt for mi de.. was for candy n lizhen...so i dun hav any rights to be angry i guess.... N also guess it more troublesome for ting ba.. as she had to keep n arrange everything in the fridge n also to trouble her condo admin to do some arangement or sth.. poor ting.... chat wif her jus nw.. n knw tht the pit cn change day so no nid to pay extra 20bucks so lucky... the bbq is postpone to tml.. hope tis time round cn really attend it n hav some fun over thr... cheers galz.... anyway gambate for us cos havin a lot of test n presentation nx wk.... jia you le ge wei.... !!

btw soo lookin forward for the brkfast i gona hav wif dear... although nt veri the ex stuff or grand stuff oni havin it at mac.. but u knw... brkfast wif luv ones is always the best... cant wait for tml to come when i cn enjoy brkfast wif dear... haha...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 20 2006 d^-^b - jus bloggin for fun....

2006-02-20T22:05:00.000+08:00

20.02.06

A shockin news abt N.Y.P was heard tdy abt some sort of sex scandal.... aiyo.. soo poor thing cant imgine hw much the gal is sufferin nw lo... haiyo... but wat done is done.. cant change things tht had happen... suay ba... hope u cn be brave n cn go thru tis hard time... dun tink too much man... n learn frm tis lesson lo...

Laopo is havin exams tis wk.. poor gal, everytime soo stress until slp also will get sudden shock n wake up... haiyo.. dear try to relax la.. dun go urself too much stress no gd for health n for ur exams de ah.. try to relax a bit k? oni 3 paper left i believe in u.. u sure cn do it de la.. k? jia you le wor.... thur cn go eat n relax wif jane n karen le... mus jia you!! gambate neh!!!

jus open my tag box n realise sth weird... in the tag box thr is some1 call the secret admirer sayin tht i luv u n giv mi a kiss.. dats weird.. i gt no money n also no looks.. y go an lian mi... weird... pls dun play a prank or a joke on mi thx... i'm nt avaible le sori man... dun giv up a forest becos of a tree lo.. go search for the forest out thr ba.... n it gives chill dwn my spine stop it ald whoeva u r....

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 17 2006 d^-^b - Tis post is for my Sista Jie si min...

2006-02-17T23:05:00.000+08:00

17.02.06

hohoho.... congrates oh congrates... my sista jasmine finalli gt herself a bf on tis veri day.... 17 feb 2006, congrates man... dun get the wrong idea nt sayin u despo or wat k? message to the wu qi hua look alike - better treat her well man.. if u bully her i will be sure nth will go gd for u lo... opps... hehe... all the best to u ya? hapi honeymoon period startin frm nw... wateva it is enjoy it to the fullest... friction may happen so bear wif it.. yi ren rang yi bu jiu hao le... sometimes quarrel spices up the rls ya? all the best... jia you le wor.... hahahahahahaha

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 16 2006 d^-^b - wat a day!!!

2006-02-16T19:05:00.000+08:00

16.02.06

A tiring day i guess for mi cos i was slpin n slpin everywhr i go.... went in a rush to sch for the first hr of lesson but then to realise tht the tut was cancel the veri last min wtf, wth is wrong wif him man.... hai... poor zwan n grp members as they stay back to finish the proj yest till duno wat time n tdy no nid to present... hai... it didnt end here for the bad day... my dear? my gf walk out on mi for a reason i also duno.. i guess oni god knws ba... suddenly she say go hme n walk off n didnt wait for mi.. all the way frm sch to wlds n she went to the lib at cwp to study i tink... i was like wat the... wat wrong hav i done agn? y hai.. i dun get it.. i hope tis will end asap.. hate it when we quarrel... hate to be alone... hai... nth else i wana say will end here... !!zip zip!!

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 14 2006 d^-^b - Valentine's day

2006-02-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

14.02.06

Tis veri special day has finally come... its 14/2 aka qing ren jie... in the mornin met dear to go sch 2gether n also to exchange present... i gave dear a grab it machine n she gave mi stars, a psp holder n a photo album wif a lot of our pic inside... luv it a lot... hm... was a tirin day cos mornin go to sch den realise shd go to dear's hse first to keep the present cos cant let her mum knw.. so after a while in sch i went to dear hse to keep the stuff.. first time go into her hse hehe... den went back sch for lesson.. everyone saw the photo album n was sayin wahh so swt n etc.. hehe.. i feel sooo nice n sooo paiseh... after lesson went to kbox at amk wif ling, helen, ting, lizhen and huihui cos helen wasnt feelin too gd abt some personal stuff la... dun wana say out.. privancy ya? hm... told dear abt it n dear started to be angry for some reason.. at first i duno y but ltr on realise tht she thot i forget the promise of gng to take neocard wif her... in the end we clear the misunderstandin n i went to sing k... sing till abt 545 den i headed back to sch to meet dear for dinner n ltr on for the neocard in cwp... cwp was crowded due to vdae, we walk our way up to the neoprint shop n started to choose which machine shd we take.. after we finalli choose the machine... the auntie say tht dear's clothes contrast wif the machine so we hav to wait for a queue tht was wif like 3 - 4 couples ahead n due to becos it cn edit the backgrd n stuff it took a long time for each couple.. we waited like 45mins i guess for the card... but it was all worth to wait.. cos i luv the card i taken wif dear.. the last 1 was like eeee... so yucky.. i'm glad tht it turn out well tis time... went hme after tht, was surpose to meet helen but was too tired n lazy to go in the end went hme n rest.. hehe sori helen... lastly wana say helen zhen zhou dian... fu shui nan shou ah... suan le ba.... cheer up...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 14 2006 d^-^b - A special day for mi n u!

2006-02-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

14.02.06

I guess every1 shd knw tdy is wat day ald ba... its Valentine's day a veriii special day for lovers all ard the world... n a special day for florist too.. cos they earn big bucks out of tdy... y is my title liddat? its becos ifs more den a v'dae to mi... its my first v'dae ever since i'm born n wats more? its mi n my laopo's 6mths 2gether ald sia... time flies.. it really did.... tdy went to cele early vdae as laopo say dun wana spend sooo much on sooo little food.. we headed dwn to orchard shoppin centre de sakura international buffet... food thr was better den pariss international buffet dats wat mi n my laopo tinks... anyway... the food is gd but jus tht the type is too little... anyway did enjoy the dinner becos its wif my dearest laopo.. haha.... hope things will be better for mi n dear.... no more stupid quarrels over small stuff... less bickers n more time 2gether... n lastly yuan tian xia you qing ren zhong chen juan shu(duno i say correct a nt) those wif lovers be more better n blessful... those without lovers hope they find their happiness soon....best of luk n best wishes.... hehe... agn.. hapi vdae to all my frens n pple in the world...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 11 2006 d^-^b - If i am a killer.....

2006-02-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

11.02.06

You are a Samurai.
You are full of honour and value respect. You
are not really the stereotypical hero, but
you do fight for good. Just in your own way.
For you, it is most certainly okay to kill an
evil person, if it is for justice and peace.
You also don't belive in mourning all the
time and think that once you've hit a bad
stage in life you just have to get up again.
It's pointless to concentrate on emotional
pain and better to just get on with
everything. You also are a down to earth type
of person and think before you act. Impulsive
people may annoy you somewhat.

Main weapon: Sword
Quote: "Always do the right thing.
This will gratify some people and astonish
the rest" -Mark Twain
Facial expression: Small smile

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 09 2006 d^-^b - A wonderful day for mi...

2006-02-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

09.02.06

Finally its over... feel jus like liftin a big stone off my back liddat... its sooo nice to finish 2 presentation... me n my grp members were all sooo scare tht we went off the topic for psycho de proj.. luckily it didnt.. the presentaton went out well... tht ivan like the wat we present, also say tht the video is interestin... lucky we didnt went off the point n manage to do it right.. thanx god!! n he mention tht we r veri safe when we ask him abt the presentation... den another proj was also gd.. although i didnt prepare at all, in btw was been qns by the lecturer till duno wat to say but overall its still okie gt assure when the lecturer say i'm gd!!! haha!! sooo sooo sooo hapi.... other den tht nth special.. after tht went dinner wif my laopo n send her to her claz.. while walkin i was makin fun of Y made laopo n lynn laugh.. haha... i;m abit crazy tdy.. doing crazy stuff.... hee... den after tht went lib to watch vcd agn... y i say agn its becos it has become a routine for mi ald becos hav to wait for laopo hu end claz at 10pm.. anyway enjoyed the video session but dun like when its time to go.. cos the libirian will always be sooo fedup... opps!!... anyway nth much to add on ald.. tis shd mark the end of tdy... will update agn tml! he he... gd nite... ciao..

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 08 2006 d^-^b - wat a tirin day

2006-02-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

08.02.06

wat a tiring day for mi... lesson starts at 8 in the mornin n due to doing research n stuff i got to slp veri early in the mornin(am) had to wake up at 6 to go to sch... went to meet laopo oni to realise i am early for the first time haha... after tht went to sch wif laopo n lynn(laopo's fren).. after bio prac lesson, told my brkfast n say the long day doing proj n proj n proj... Ling suggest go out of sch to do the proj so we end up doing proj in jy hse... i went to borrow lappy frm laopo as i thot mite be useful... when doing proj half way laopo called... den at first we both were jokin.. but as it goes on it starts to be like we were quarrellin as both of us use angry tone to tok to each other... i was pissed at first cos here i was takin fukin gd care of the lappy n thr she liddat say mi.. but after she apologise to mi, i guess its nth la.. anyway it wasnt a big prob.. dun wana end up quarrellin agn... after tht we carry on doing the proj... decided to make a film for the proj.. was doing n doing n agn n agn as helen n ling keep ng... its done ard 7+ n finally cn go hme ald... went to jy hse to hav dinner as her grandma ald cooked n gt a angbao of 8bucks hehe.... went to meet laopo after tht... in the mrt we didnt tok.. i realise sth isnt right wif my laopo but when i ask her wats wrong she keep on saying nth.... n even bite mi till i was numb... but the thing is the pain at my heart is even greater den the pain at my finger... in the end she still didnt tell mi wat is wrong.... reach hme tok to her agn.. ask her agn y r u liddat jus nw.. end up quarrellin i guess... agn!!! y mus we always end up quarrellin i dun really get it.. i am veri veri tired... y mus my day end liddat... my heart sunk, tears roll dwn my cheeks... i duno wat to say to her anymore... so i end it wif a do wateva u wan kind of sayin... hai.... my thots nw - is tiger beer the 1 to bring mi to slp tonite???? i hope nt! i tink i will end here.... i jus hope things will turn out fine my proj my everything... i wan my old self laopo to be back on my side.. nt tht bloody cold gal beside mi at the mrt jus nw!!... my heart is bleedin tears r rollin dwn.... i wonder when will it stops....

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

d^-^b Feb 07 2006 d^-^b - My first posting, a newly created blog of mine....

2006-02-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

07.02.06

Finally cre8 a blog which i wanted to long long time ago... hehe... hope i will be able to update if i gt the time... n make it nice nice.. hehe.. dats gdddd....

let mi tok abt my day ba.. tdy wasnt really a gd day i guess for miie n my laopo.. she? cos of proj stuff gt herself into some troubles but i guess its over... hope it wont bother her anymore... as for mi.. i'm stuck wif 2 proj... which both mus be present on tis comin thurs... sooo bloody stress... my lecturer? he is shit!! sori to say tht but he is... hehe.. i hope things really turn out fine for mi n my members tis comin thurs... nth much to tok tdy.. my eyes r like closin but nw i still nid to do my proj.. soooo sian!!! god bless mi!!

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!