Wednesday, February 08, 2006
08.02.06
wat a tiring day for mi... lesson starts at 8 in the mornin n due to doing research n stuff i got to slp veri early in the mornin(am) had to wake up at 6 to go to sch... went to meet laopo oni to realise i am early for the first time haha... after tht went to sch wif laopo n lynn(laopo's fren).. after bio prac lesson, told my brkfast n say the long day doing proj n proj n proj... Ling suggest go out of sch to do the proj so we end up doing proj in jy hse... i went to borrow lappy frm laopo as i thot mite be useful... when doing proj half way laopo called... den at first we both were jokin.. but as it goes on it starts to be like we were quarrellin as both of us use angry tone to tok to each other... i was pissed at first cos here i was takin fukin gd care of the lappy n thr she liddat say mi.. but after she apologise to mi, i guess its nth la.. anyway it wasnt a big prob.. dun wana end up quarrellin agn... after tht we carry on doing the proj... decided to make a film for the proj.. was doing n doing n agn n agn as helen n ling keep ng... its done ard 7+ n finally cn go hme ald... went to jy hse to hav dinner as her grandma ald cooked n gt a angbao of 8bucks hehe.... went to meet laopo after tht... in the mrt we didnt tok.. i realise sth isnt right wif my laopo but when i ask her wats wrong she keep on saying nth.... n even bite mi till i was numb... but the thing is the pain at my heart is even greater den the pain at my finger... in the end she still didnt tell mi wat is wrong.... reach hme tok to her agn.. ask her agn y r u liddat jus nw.. end up quarrellin i guess... agn!!! y mus we always end up quarrellin i dun really get it.. i am veri veri tired... y mus my day end liddat... my heart sunk, tears roll dwn my cheeks... i duno wat to say to her anymore... so i end it wif a do wateva u wan kind of sayin... hai.... my thots nw - is tiger beer the 1 to bring mi to slp tonite???? i hope nt! i tink i will end here.... i jus hope things will turn out fine my proj my everything... i wan my old self laopo to be back on my side.. nt tht bloody cold gal beside mi at the mrt jus nw!!... my heart is bleedin tears r rollin dwn.... i wonder when will it stops....
yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!
written at 11:05 PM
