Saturday, January 20, 2007
sth is botherin mi agn.... shd i clear it? or shd i jus leave it as it is????
went for trainin yest... quite boring la cos wat i did was jus wear gi n sit dwn thr n see wat they gng to do for performance... yellow belt practisin brkfalls n green and above practisin kata randori... i wasnt ask to do any throws so i seat dwn slack... as i thot i cn take excuse letter n stay at hme to slack, i was called to do yoko guruma n makikomi wif kenneth... i did the yoko guruma, the shitty tings came after tht.. i was CRUSH by Jesus Kenneth lim Christ xuan! was being thrown 3 times... first was soto makikomi, all i knw was i flew n dwn came the 133kg kenneth pressin on my shoulder n accompany wif 3 crack sound on my right shoulder... second was uchi makikomi, agn i flew n my left shoulder landed first follow by my head, head hurts n shoulder hurts... wif both shoulders n head wif pain i did 1 more throw, third throw was harai makikomi.. of cos i flew too but tis time i land str at my left shoulder, all i could feel is tht my shoulder almost gt dislocated but it isnt... the feelin of the shoulder joint comin out but it didnt, lucky mi.... peh wasnt as lucky as mi.. he tried 2 harai makikomi n he couldnt move his left hand tdy... he went to the sensei n was told to rest the shoulder for 1mth.. nw i am really considerin whether i shd do wif kenneth..
Warning, pls dun try tis at hme.. the followin act mention above hav been trained by professional....
written at 2:54 PM
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
i guess phyiscally n mentally both okie ald... finalli convince myself tht its better tis way.. i ask myself wat cn i do?? upon seein all those stuff... i guess the ans is i cnt do a shit.. gona start to pick myself up for the shitty stuff n carry on wif life..... sori for any disturd image shown to all my frens......
nw nid to do research for my scio proj liao.. dun hav any idea on wat to do, wat to find.. i guess i will die tml.. hai.. y?? i always hav prob wif scio... hope i cn find the tings i nid den i cn go to slp.. tml 8am lesson... tired.. veri tired...
written at 9:55 PM
Saturday, January 13, 2007
mentally still in a mess, nth has chge jus tht i tok more nw dats all.....
woke up early in the mornin abt 6am to go for my medical checkup... checkup was quite a quick 1 but then the psycho qns is the killer, i took 3hrs to finish my medical checkup... tinkin tht no1 will be early for trainin tdy so i decide to go hme first... went to cmpb kana rain, went hme kana rain n took the wrong route of lrt hme, went for trainin kana rain agn den went hme frm trainin kana rain agn.. hopefully i dun catch any flu viruses....... trainin pretty slack, wat i did was 200 uchikomi dats all... mac dinner n hme swt hme
i feel tht sth isnt gng right but wat cn i say? wat cn i do?
i guess its better tis way.......................................
written at 1:15 AM
Thursday, January 11, 2007
phyiscally back to nt okie agn sth wrong wif stomach agn.. mentally nv chge still in the same mess...
woke up 1 hr earlier tdy... cn wake up at 9am but woke up at 8am cos i rem wrongly the time for mi to go sch.. lesson starts at 11 but i thot starts at 10... 3hrs of lesson for tdy, nth special happen oni tht my lecturer for 1 of my module for my tut isnt bad lookin.. other den tht nth much... lesson end at 2pm went str hme as no1 to go out wif... tml nid to go cmpb for the medical checkup which is 4hrs++++++ siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn but bo biannnn cfm tio pess bp but nm la.. go in den say lo... i duno hw to go thr... hope i manage to get thr in 1 piece tml.... nid to wake up early early tml.. hai~
i guess its better tis way..........................
written at 8:40 PM
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
phyiscally shd be recover ald.. mentally still the same.. maybe i do joke n laugh n tok like normal tdy but i guess inside mi is still in mess....
tdy went for trainin little pple was ard, maybe nt used to nt seein lots of green belts... tdy oni gt 3 green belt ard... sensei francis came... trainin was shit but yet fun... tink i twist my injure ankle 3times tdy but still manage to survive... i wonder wen den will it recover... mac dinner after trainin... topic was cars/licence...
my topic of the day is: wat will u do if....
1) my fren like tis gal, the gal also like him... he was waitin for the right time to say which was on april fool day as he thot if the gal reject he cn jus say jus jokin... but b4 the day actually came the gal somehw gt tired of waitin n went steady wif another guy.... so wat will u do if.....?
2) my fren like tis gal but then wasnt sure whether the gal likes him a nt... but b4 he could actually say he like her, the gal went steady wif another guy.... so wat will u do if.....?
1) wat will u do if u r given a choice: to hav or nt to hav?
2) wat will u do if luv came but in a wrong time?
3) wat will u do if given a choice: to tell or nt to tell?
i guess it better tis way...................
written at 10:57 PM
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
its another day... mentally n physically still in mess...
sch is bad... long hrs in sch, long hrs of brks... had 1 lect at 10am n 3 hrs or brk den 2 hr of lect n 1 hr of tut end up gng hme at 5 n reachin hme at 6.. a long long day in sch.. proj is like shit, rushin here n thr.. management sux, still teach us hw to do plannin yet their plannin simply sux...
wat am i hoping for?
wat am i waitin for?
wat am i tinkin of?
wat am i doing wor?
wat am i wishin for?
so wat am i ..........................
i guess its better tis way...........
written at 7:06 PM
Monday, January 08, 2007
Another day of silence, still the same both mentally n physically is still in a mess.... i lost a battle w/o even fightin it....
went out wif ws n xy tdy... they went to shop for new yr clothes... ws brought a shoes n a bottom, xy brought a top... as for mi due to nv bring money n lazy to take out my jacket n shirt therefore didnt buy anyting....
the resturant tht we went to food wasnt tht bad... but the mushrm soup taste like shit.. aint creamy n dun taste gd... perharps is the mushrm they use dat spoil the soup but my bake rice is nice.. did try ws food duno wat is it call, nt bad la.. n xy's chicken steak, nt bad either.... its at the bugis street 2nd floor.....
i guess its better tis way......
written at 11:59 PM
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Random entry- 3 types of luv:
1)The guy like the gal but the gal dun like the guy, vice verse
2)The guy like the gal but the gal duno the guy like her, vice verse
3)Both the guy n the gal like each other
which type r u in nw???
L.O.V.E? it has always been so complicated... if its simple den it wont be call luv.... So being single or jus being frens perharps is better??true/false...
The reason behind a steadless person/bad rls is becos u haven meet the right person... wat do u tink??? true/false...
i guess its better tis way.....................
written at 1:28 PM
Saturday, January 06, 2007
2 days of slpless nite... rowin here n thr tryin to slp... slp n wake up, slp n wake up agn n agn... somemore hav to wake up early tis 2 days.. yest nid to bring didi go see doc, tdy nid to wash car so tht afternn cn go out... i wonder shd i go out or shd i nt, go out wif them show face they also sian... but i jus cnt help it, nth seems to be of interest... dun feel like tokin, dun feel like doing anyting.. i'm sori judokas...
i thot it was surpose to be simple n surpose to go off soon, had been tellin myself tht its better tis way but i guess it isnt convincing enuff for it to go off...
hw?? why?? is always gng ard my head askin mi... hai...
same sentence... 1) i nv emo, i jus dun feel like tokin, 2) i guess its better tis way.......
written at 11:11 AM
Thursday, January 04, 2007
i guess.... it will be better tis way...
written at 3:50 PM
long time nv update my blog ald... some updates on my 2 wks of holi...
4/01/07 sth happen.. to mi its nth.. to those hu nv see b4 mite tink it serious.. to other mite tink it gross... anyway i woke up wif blood all over my hand n some on the pillow... nose bleed agn... hai.. hope i didnt lose too much bld....
1/01/07 start at hme n slp n eat n slp agn dats all....
31/12/06 the end of yr 2006... spend it wif judokas... went dwn to esplande to watch fire works... b4 tht was drivin to pick kenneth, wanshi, xinyi n scott up... it was pple mountain pple sea wen we gt to city hall mrt.. so sqeeze here squeeze thr den finalli sqeeuze into esplande den gt to a place n watch the fireworks lo... after tht was squeeze here squeeze thr agn to get back to my hse to eat... steamboat session at mum's hse at 3am in the mornin haha... crazy pple do crazy tings ya???? spend abt 3 hrs to eat n after tht was uno session... brought a uno attack n started playin it till 11am... favorite sentence of the day (say! say u buay kan, zhe ge bu hao wang de)...
30/12/06 cnt rem too but its either a dinner session or movie session wif judokas too
29/12/06 cnt rem wat happen but its either a dinner session or a movie session wif the judokas...
28/12/06 went to sch agn to finish up the notice board it was a pretty simple ting la.. jus put all the tings 2gether up onto the board n dats it... after finish doing it... slack at clubrm to wait for ws to end work to go for a dinner session at cwp... after tht was hme swt hme...
27/12/06 went to sch to do the notice board for judo its ald overdue until dun wana overdue ald.. so bo bian die die also mus finish... so went to sch wif xy to meet the others n started to do it... trouble here n thr but still manage to almost finish doing it... stayed in sch till 10+ den went hme after tht...
26/12/06 offical day of my bdae... another yr had past n i am offically nt a kid, teen anymore... nw adult liao.. i guess nth had chge ba.. i am still mi.. jus 1 yr older dats all... anyway.. it was cele by gng to new york new york for a dinner session..... food was gd, place was nice and waitress is beautiful... haha.. anyway thx u xy, ws, subi n peh who acc mi pass my 21st bdae n nt mi alone passin it.. ty guys n gals....
25/12/06 subi treated the judokas to sakura international buffet for celebration of his bdae... had a lot of fun eatin n torturin each other by eatin food + special sauces... eewwww if u were thr i dun tink u will be able to eat it... anyway it was fun la.... as usual crazy pple do crazy stuff... after the dinner, we went to watch movie... ( night at the museum) dumb dumb i wan gum gum, silenceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my dumb dumb wans to tok.... hahahah the movie is sooooo funi... enjoy watchin it.. after tht was hme swt hme...
23/12/06 was subi bdae n my bdae celebration, a buffet was ordered and frens n relatives was invited to come... hse was crowded, food was nice, present was nice too.. haha.. ty for my nyp frens, judokas n relatives hu had came... after the eatin session, judokas went to my hse, me, scott, aydeng n kenneth was playin mj n the rest watchin vcds.... i won abt 15bucks but sadly to say we didnt play money... we also cele subi bdae by buyin him a cake n singin bdae song to him... the rest gt sick of the vcds so they went out to eat n walk ard.... after tht all went hme n slp le.....
1st wk of holi :
20 - 22/12/06 went for judo camp, was the first n perharps the last camp of my sch life ald... anyway the camp was fun... i get to knw more abt my juniors more bondin wif them n more fun wif them... 1 ting which was disappointment is tht i cldnt train after the first day of the camp.. i was injure.. didnt knw hw i fall but i jus hurt my ankle n dats it no more trainin... 2nd day i force myself to train n i bandage up my leg n at the end of trainin my leg gt more swollen n gt bruises so really decided nt to train anymore... 3rd day was the more enjoyable day eva ba.. had fun at the pool side... had fun at the dojo... had fun be4 we went hme... overall it was a gd camp.. hope i cn go 1 more camp be4 i grad....
end of updates
written at 3:23 PM
