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Sunday, March 26, 2006

26.03.06

Damn!! fuk!! chee bye!! knn!! fukin bastard!! asehole!! wat the fuk!!!

sori scold so many badwords... but i jus cnt stand it ald... jus wana destress, feel like drivin nw.. feel like nt doing anything nw... i'm disappointed, sooo bldy disappointed..

wat cn i say wen things become wat it is nw... i'm at fault too i guess...
1) i was the 1 whu accept the task of being part of the committee
2) i was the 1 whu encourage him n say dun giv up on the wooin
3) i was the 1 whu didnt do my job for the past 3 mths
4) i was the 1 whu didnt say anything be4 everything is final

qns:
1)Y would some1 whu is inside the office knw anything abt the club wen all he do is in his office??
2)Y would some1 close dwn the club wen we jus gave him 20+ medal for the jus over competition?
3)Y oni change 2 pple out of all ppl in the committee?

gt a lot more but i guess i gt nth to say ald... hai.. wat a disappointment!

dotx dotx dotx....

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

written at 11:29 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

21.03.06

Had my psycho test in the mornin, wen i study yest i thot i understand wat the bk says... but wen i start doing the paper my mind was blank.. i guess i had lots of mistakes so didnt really discuss wif my frens abt it.. after the test was paeds lect, nth special abt it so shall nt tok abt it... wen hme after tht becos i wanted to cook for dear....

went hme wif ken but separate while waitin for dear at wlds, decided to go cold storage at cwp instead of ntuc in lot 1, dear reach shortly after ken left.. so we wen to cold storage to buy our stuff.. at first i was tinkin abt buyin some cook food like honey glaze steak or sth plus some meat or wat den soup plus rice, but dear didnt wana eat meat as she ate a lot tis few days at buffet ald, so after tht i tink of makin pizza for my dear.. so we went here n thr searchin for the stuff we nid.. the crust, the cheese, the sauce n etc but in the end we didnt make pizza we choose to make tortilla.. haha.. flickle minded right? opps... anyway we went ard searchin for the stuff we nid agn n after tht headed my hse to cook cook cook.. hehe..

everything isnt gng smoothly as was my first time to cook tortilla, i wanted to cut the tomato into cubes but dear wanted it in slices, i thot my hse gt the chicken meat i nid but dun hav, den the sauce was too salty n the sauce was quite liquidish, den becos the meat was cooked b4 so made the sauce become veri salty, but overall its edible n wasnt tht bad lo.. haha..

The dish of the day
there u go.. the lunch i made for my laopo for tdy.... promise to make pizza nx time... so look forward to it k? hee..

after tht we watch movie at my comp den i duno wat happen nx cos i fall aslp liao.. oni to realise dear's head was at my back wen i woke up... after tht was fun, we did pillow war! k la i knw i'm too old for tht but whu cares.. wahahahaha!!! thx dear for the wonderful day i had tdy.. luv ya...

yz luv ws, peaces, sha sha

written at 10:24 PM

Monday, March 20, 2006

20.03.06

yest was my sec ivp in my judo life... it was held at S.M.U... gt wori n was tinkin of it since fri as my oppnent was kenneth, be4 i slp was tinkin hw to beat him, wen i woke up was tinkin hw to beat him agn.. but the day of the comp i still dun hav any idea to beat him.. those hu knw ken lim u shd knw y... anyway.. i lost to him cos kana choke n i tap out...

The comp was gr8, nyp won a lot of medals, 5 golds.. 9 silvers n 5 bronzes.. gd job Nyp judo club!!! we rox!!! congrates to my bro - aydeng n kenneth(gold n silver), congrates to my sista huishan n jess(silver n bronze), congrates to my juniors - jasmine, karen, xin yi, subi, weiyang, bj n joseph( gold, gold, bronze, gold, silver, silver n gold) n lastly congrates to myself cos mi get bronze also.. hahahaha!!!

For those whu didnt get a medal dun be upset or wat.. u guys n gals also did nyp judo club proud.. if u guys wana be upset y dun use the energy of being upset n convert into energy to work hard for nx yr de ivp!! gambate i knw u guys n gals cn do it de... let work hard 2gether for nx yr de ivp..

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

written at 10:00 PM

Friday, March 17, 2006

17.03.06

tdy was gr8 went out wif dear, watch a movie n ate seoul garden haha... the movie is call date movie overall quite funi but messy to mi.. cos they add in a lot of scene frm other movies... aiyo.. weird i dun mind watchin but i dun recommend u watch in cinemas.... the seoul garden part was okie la... ate some food ate some mutton(haha.. some pple shd knw wat it means). After tht went for my judo trainin.. xiong ge didnt come as he was sick.. hai... anyway class was taken by ivan, did some warmup n uchikomi, manage to survive even thou i ate quite a lot n is sick... after some tips n rules abt the compeition me went hme lo..

my title was wat a joke becos some1 say tis:

1)have problem dealing with people that i used to fling around the dojo, and whats worse is that i can't even beat people who layed off training for a very long time, i guess thats what happens when one is psysically & emotionally unwell. - canot throw blame on other stuff?? ohh gd move..

2)my 1st fight at IIVP, of all people have to be against my good friend aydeng, and not the other 3 a**holes. this is just f**Ked up. - so nw i become the asshole?? since when i wonder? oh gr8..

if i nv rem wrongly.. some1 once say tis sentence to me.. 'nw in the club oni mi n u cn do things ald...' so wat does tht sentence means? i wonder... wat make the change i duno? y thing become liddat? i wonder...! since i'm a asshole, so be it... make sure dun let the asshole bring u dwn n let u be a fool 1 day!!!!!!!!!!

for some1 hu used to be like my bro.. we! slack ard 2gther, eatin buffet 2gether, la kopi 2gether, train 2gether, work 2gether n etc.. to nw being call a asshole by my so-called "bro" *laugh* wat a joke it is, wat a joke, wat a joke hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.... A ASSHOLE SHALL BE A ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

written at 11:58 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006

tdy was my assessment day... manage to pass cos the lecturer was easy gng.. lucky mi.. but be4 tht i was sooo stress up.. wonderin wat i will kana n will i fail n etc lo... was hapi oni for a while cos after tht went to see my bio prac reason.. saw i gt a F, oni 1 in the class tht fail.. darn i fail my bio agn.. wat the hell is wrong man.. always fail bio kao!!! nm abt tht..

went for judo trainin for preparation for tis sun compeitition, its been 3 mths since i last touch judo... went back was hell man.. did physical trainin at the badminton court.. was sufferin frm tht man.. wanted to vomit, n inner thign r burnin.. manage to survive till the last exercise den knockout.. after tht went dojo to do a serious of movin uchigomi die agn... cos nid to carry ken lim aiyo... always no choice de.. he always complain abt mi n mi too.. anyway trainin end wif some randori, tis is wen i almost gt myself killed!!!... first i was been kick at my leg at full force by my oppnent tht cause my leg to shake n slight numbness.. after tht, wif another full force of him he elbow my trachea, dats nt all after tht he punch my manible which den make mi lost my randori but be4 it end... i hurt my knee agn when fallin... wen i gt back frm the randori i found my 2 thumb r bleedin n my leg hurts plus my trachea n of cos manible too... hai.. injuries all over my body.. i jus hope tht i cn survive tml when i wake up.. cos dats wen every part of my body starts to ache n hav diffculties movin myself off my bed... haha.. bless mi man.. hope i am fine...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

written at 10:07 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

12.03.06

com was dwn for 2 & half bloody daes!! omg.. it sooooo borin w/o it man.. frens r buz workin, gf aint free to go out, all i cn do is slack at hme the whole day.. hai.. an update of tis 3days..

10/3/06 - went out wif dear to watch movie n eat lunch 2gether.. the past 2 days totally negelected her as i am buz wif tests n projects... watch nanny macphee!! was a nice movie frm my pt of view la.. story was touchin, funi, nice haha... lunch was gr8 too cos its pizza hut de food... simply luv it.. hee... other den tht went back sch for clinical practise n last lab session... overall a wonderful day cos gt dear to acc mi...

11/3/06- boring n angry day.. boring cos slackin whole day at hme as joe they all aint free, n my laopo for some reason cnt go out lo.. dun blame them cos they also gt no choice... dear wanted to ask mi go the IT fair at suntec n i also wanted but me thot she cnt go out.. n she thot i went to buy my wallet so end up nv ask n both slacked at hme.. haha... after tht cos my cable modem is dwn n the pple at ps starhub centre dun allow my bro to get a replacement.. so mi n my aunt hav to go dwn at nite.. borrow dad's car but i wasnt the one drivin cos kinda of scare haha... anyway reach thr waited for almost an hr n still nt serve.. the pple who no. is be4 us also waited for an hr.. wat kind of service kao!!.. anyway i approached the manager n he open a counter jus to serve mi... opps... den i show face n say i'm in a hurry dun crap wif mi jus giv mi wat i wan.. so tht guy was explainin n sayin sori.. but i dun care.. anyway i in a hurry cos had to return dad's car by 8.30 n 8.05 i still at ps!... finalli gt it n rush back.. but too late reach hme ard 845 n my dad ald took taxi dwn to work.. so i hav to drive to fetch him.. oh god.. hate it man.. was a bad n boring day i cn say.. dats all

12/3/06 - tdy leh nth much la.. jus went to bai bai my great grandfather n loong's mum.. after tht went shoppin as usual den went hme n slack all the way till nw.. which is bloggin n gtg ald.. cos tml starts at 8am n i gt clinical assessment tml.. hai.. god bless mi!!

oh ya!!! tis is the new template for my blog design it for my dear n kinda of take a long time cos had to edit tis n tht n i am noobie over all tis stuff... haha.. comments any1???


dats all end of update!! will update if gt time n if gt things to blog...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

written at 11:30 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

09.03.06

ho! ho! ho! FINALLI!!!!.... tis 2 days was freakin tired n buz n like shit for mi.. i'm glad tht its finalli over.. all the stupid tests n presentation!!... freakin hell oni slept for 15 mins on tue becos i gt 2 tests n 1 presentation on wed... i'm nt the oni 1.. wed mornin u cn see Nr0417 were full of zombies n walkin corpses ah!!! haha.. the bio prac was like shit.. duno hw to do.. but luckily my clinical n presentation cn do n i tink mi pretty safe.. hee... reach hme ard 6++ den was told the itnernet nt workin n the starhub cn oni send their serviceman down on late fri soo sian.. i was surpose to research on my proj de!! sux man... end up went to fren hse to finish the proj.. drove my dad's car den oni reach hme at 230.. slept at ard 4 cos cant slp even thot i am soooo tired... tdy was the so called the last presentation ald ba for mi for tis sems... it went quite well although we last last min den finish.. haha... its over!! sooooo gd!! sooo relieve!!

tml mornin gng out wif dear to watch nanny macphee, yipee..... den gng to eat pizza hut wif her, yipee.... soo lookin forward to tml... guess i shall slp ald to really replenish wateva slp i had lost tis 2 days... sori dear tht i neglected u... tml shall bu chang ni k? hee.. go orh orh ald.. nitey nitey...

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

written at 10:54 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

08.03.06

Its 430 in the mornin, here i am at my fren hse studyin for my stupid bio exam tml... guess i'm dead wasnt really studyin.. partly is becos was nt in the mood, another part is tht i am jus too tired to conc, another part is tokin to my fren n lastly my bio sux to core.... nt hopin for a mircle but hope i cn get a D i am contented ald.... tdy shall be beri the buz.. 1st is start at 8am .. will be havin my bio prac, den a hr brk den my individual presentation on heimlich maneuver, which cost mi half of yest to complete it.. hope cn do welll for it... den 2 hrs brk but i cnt rest cos nid to study for my clinical theory test... 2hrs ltr gt my bio lecture den str after tht will be my clinical test... u thot everything end after tht?? nope.. after tht i gt my judo trainin which i guess starts frm 4 to 7, due to the competition which is nx sun so trainin will be harsh... soo buz rite? haiyo... may god bless mi, shall go back to study my bio wen i still hav the energy to.... all thes best to every1 tml for the 2 tests....

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

written at 4:23 AM

Monday, March 06, 2006

06.03.06

sooo dun like the plans tht the sch made... for mi havin 2 test n 2 presentation tis wk.. somemore is the module i hate n fail a lot... which is my bio hai.. n u knw the lecturer is simply crazy.. in the past we always had like 3 topics +/- for the practical but nw he is testin almost 3/4 of the bk man... crazy ase.... hai.. u knw.. 2 test n 1 presentation in 1 day wat the hell man... somemore the presentaton is mus be creative canot read read read plus nth is really taught for wat to do.. its like a blind man walkin lo... hai... sooo gng to die ald.. cos studied like nv studied... it jus went in n out str omg!!!!! may god bless mi!.....

judo competition is comin but i didnt train at all.. slacked for like 3 mths++ ald ba i tink.. somemore i am struck wif soo many things cnt go trainin.. wat am i surpose to do? haiyo.. hope fri i go back for trainin it wont kill mi man... i wont die frm the trainin.. may god bless mi agn!..

tdy went to see dear practise for the competition.. wahhh it was tough frm wat i see frm wat they do... omg was heartache seein dear being throw here n thr but wat to do its trainin ma... i hope shes fine.. but i guess pain here n thr sure will hav de... tc dear... jia you le..

yz luv ws!! peace!! sha sha!!

written at 10:01 PM

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