Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Am i wrong?? am i realli wat my fren said as i am?? am i a bad bf? am i nt gd enuff? am i a bastard? am i irresponsible?? am i simply jus a jerk?? am i? am i? am i?
i thot i try my bez to be a gd bf, i thot i had tried all i cn to make tings work, i thot tht tings shd be the way i tink it is, i thot! i thot i thot!
i'm lost.... L.O.S.T!!!, i guess i'm realli lost, i had nv n eva be such a failure as wat i am nw in luv... y? wat is wrong... cn any1 tell mi? wat the f am i doing! tinkin! hai~
LUV is COMPLICATED i guess.........
written at 11:32 PM
