Thursday, October 12, 2006
wat is the real reason behind the grindin of my teeth wen i slp? i knw the cause of grindin teeth is due to stress but wat is the stress tht is makin mi do so?? i really wonder!!... i dun stress myself wif projs, anyway gt no more projs.. i dun stress myself wif exams cos i usually dun score well n jus oni pass n i'm contented... rls? i dun hv a gf nw... dun really hav a prob wif tht ba... money??? although dun realli hav enuff to spend but still enuff for mi to survive ba... so wat is the cause of grindin my teeth??????
counsel? see professional? wat cn i do?
is it becos of tht????? is tht the cause of everything? den am i right to blame on tht? shd i jus keep my mouth shut n let it be? or shd i jus say it out?? wat shd i do? wat lies ahead is a cliff, wat lies behind are hungry lions... shd i move forward or shd i move backward?? cn any1 tell mi??? hw i wish i cn say i cn tell? but cn i realli do so? is confrontin the right choice? or keepin mouth shut den is the right 1? say out le gd ma? is it gd? is it bad? i wonder... but vice verse leh??
suddenly feel lonely... suddenly dun feel like doing anything... suddenly dun wish to smile... suddenly feel tht gt no1 to tok to.. no1 cn save mi oni i cn save myself....
hai~.... wat the fuk!!!!!!!!!!! turnin Apathy & Avolitional liao~~~~
1 of my fren wrote tis... sori nv ask n i copy n paste...
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it oepns up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one person, no different from any other person, wanders into your life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."
yz says - i dun hate luv cos luv is wonderful n special in some ways... wat i tink is i guess i dun hav the right to ask for luv...
written at 10:52 PM
